Month: February 2006

  • At first I really had nothing to update or at least nothing really worth posting. So I decided to browse K-love’s website to see what kind of news they had. Some stories are very interesting and it was just something to do.


    So I found this story and I just thought I’d share it before I posted the rest.


    North Korean cheerleaders imprisoned


    After reading the story, it just shows how bad this world is really getting. I mean, they just talked about what they saw and they were imprisoned. Taking a vow or pledge about entering “enemy territory”? They are cheerleaders.


    Recently, the Lord has been pushing me to read my Bible a lot more. Although I admit I don’t read it every day like I push everyone else to, that conviction always hits me on the days I don’t read it. It sucks, hehe. But when I do read my Bible, it’s just amazing at what I’ve read before and how it just jumps out at me now. I don’t understand how I can read the Bible and just get the revelation knowledge about what it’s saying and other people can’t. It’s not that I’m smarter than others. It’s not because I spend hours of time in prayer, it’s not because God loves me more, so then what is it?


    Lately, I’ve really been questioning the Lord. Why? Why me? Not questioning in vain, like….”OH GOD!! WHY ME?!?!” hehe. But throughout my Christian walk, the Lord just leads me through things constantly. Sometimes, they are tough trials that hit, other times it’s discipline, other times it’s just an amazing and fun time learning new things. But to relate everything I was saying, why me? Why am I able to interpret the Bible correctly all the time when there are so many other people who don’t understand or misinterpret it. Do they not trust in God to provide the interpretation? Do they not believe that it’s God that gives them the divine revelation to understand the scripture completely? Is it because they just want to interpret it their own way?


    So why me? What does God have planned for me? Why am I able to go through trials so easily regardless of how hard they are? Why this and why that? Those are just some of the questions I ask myself and the Lord. Because I honestly don’t know the purpose for my being here besides the first and second commandments. Yes I help people and answer questions, teach, preach, etc. But what am I supposed to be doing here? I pray that God will reveal all of that soon because my human impatience is catching up. I should probably pray for more patience then, lol.


    Anyway, just some things to post I suppose. Life has been going well. Work has been busy and I praise God for that. Otherwise, things are well and God is so great. Praise Him and Worship Him for He is worthy of it all. Hallelujah. Alright, that’s enough for now. Take care everyone and God Bless. ^_^


    Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit