December 7, 2003

  • For Sunday:


    Well, I'm at my friend Robin's house still. I've been here all day again. Man, this business plan we are working on is so killer. We had a third partner and she has since gone out with her boyfriend to hang out. She's leaving for Japan next Friday and she wanted to spend some time with her boyfriend before she left for Japan. She did help out a little bit and for what she did, I'm very thankful for. So that was really cool. I thank her for that much.


    We worked on this plan all of last Saturday, all of yesterday and all of today. We are almost done and we really have to get it done tonight. I'm just taking a small break because I finished a huge part of the plan for now. I'm just updating my site, hehe. It's neat, hehe.


    I met this other friend today. Her name is Mitzuki. She's also Japanese in case you can't tell by the name. She's 22 and she's been hanging out with us today. That's really cool. She's Christian and a really sweet girl. First thing she asked us was if she could help us out in any way. Me and Robin were really surprised, but we declined her help cause it's not her project, hehe. It's ours.


    I mentioned in my last post, my friend Robin really knows a lot about God and it's really fun talking theology with her. It's really neat cause I've been really struggling with the fact that God created evil and how that plays in with everything. How could a loving God create evil? That didn't make sense to me. The Father even said, I have placed before you life and death, therefore choose life. God did create evil because He's giving us the choice to choose good or evil. Therefore choose life. It also says in Isaiah that God created evil. God created EVERYTHING. It's just how He meant for it. He didn't mean for us to choose evil and to destroy ourselves. He's thought of everything and so He has given it to us as a choice.


    The thing I'm struggling with right now is, why would God create evil? I mean, if God never created evil, would we not have the choice for evil in which case we never would have done evil? I'm not doubting God's creation or anything like that, but we have to wonder sometimes. I'm just curious. I believe God will show us things if we just ask and seek for the answer. So we'll see if God wants to reveal this mystery to me or not. It's not going to negatively affect my walk if God doesn't tell me, hehe. I'd just like to know, lol.


    We had to take a break with our project. So we rented a movie. The Italian Job. So far it's interesting, hehe. We also rented Cradle to the Grave with Jet Li. We'll see. Hopefully I don't fall asleep to the movies, lol.


    Hope you all had great days. Take care and God Bless. I love you all very much. I Corinthians 13