Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. Doesn't mean God's not working though, hehe. He's doing some amazing things in my life. I can't wait to see what else He has in store for me.

I had a really powerful dream a while back. I still remember it and the interpretation to it was just amazing. I'm not going to post it up because it's something very personal that I keep between me and God. My best friend knows though. hehe. That's cause we tell each other everything. Not to mention it's difficult to keep things from each other. Because we grew in the Lord together and we are just such close brothers. I love it and I love him dearly. Not as much as God though, haha. God still reigns supreme. If you really want to know the dream, I'd have to ask God if I can release it, hehe. There are some things that the Lord keeps between only a certain amount of people. For good reason. That's their relationship with God.

Church has just been awesome. I've been loving every second of it. I spend all day Sunday there, haha. And I'm working on getting more involved Praise God. I can't wait to see what God has in store for me at my new home of Word of Life Christian Center. I'm also going to get baptized again. I can't wait for that. So exciting. I'm just obeying God when He said to do it. He wants me to do it because it will symbolize a new life and the washing away of sin as usual. However, the main purpose of this water baptism is to show the house of Word of Life my commitment to that house. I'm a part of that family now. And I plan on staying faithful till I'm pulled out of it. Praise God.

Not much else has been going on in my life. Just meeting new people at church all the time. They are all so loving and so friendly. I know that it may sound weird cause people are always friendly when they meet you. Well, that's true that they are friendly, but I'm talking about these people's hearts. When they say hi, shake your hand, give you a hug, you can literally feel the love coming from them. It's not like anyone shaking your hand or greeting you. So that's been just amazing. It's just like God is saying I love you or hello when you talk with them. Pastor has done a great job equipping and teaching these people. God has been God and these people have let Him be God. You can see it in their lives. Doesn't mean they don't have their problems though. Everyone in the church is going through something. They have their own lives to live. They have their own jobs to work at. They have their struggles and battles. They have their own dreams and visions. But when we are all gathered at church. None of that comes up between members. We are gathered to worship God and receive a Word from Heaven. And that's what we get. Praise God!!

Tom's birthday party is coming up. He already had his birthday. Not it's time for the party, haha. Should be fun. On top of that, Steve's birthday is coming up too. April 10th. Not April 11th, CICI!! haha. Just playing. We all have to go and do something again. haha. Whatever we do, it's up to Steve. It's so hard to plan things with all of you. Gosh. If we do things on Friday, we can't cause of school in the morning and people work at night. Then on Saturday, other people work and people always have things going on. Then on Sunday, most people have church and then getting ready for school again for Monday. You people are all way too busy, haha. You all may be like, whatever. But I'm the one that plans everything, haha. I'm behind the scenes, hehe. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy doing it. It just sucks when people can't make it cause of the day. You all better not be so busy over the summer. Then again, I can't gaurantee that I'll be so free over the summer, haha. That's alright, I don't organize things for me, I organize things for other people. I should start charging, haha. Just kidding. Be like in the Wedding Planner. Plan things for other people. Not to mention I'd probably be spending more time at church and with my best friend. That's where the best fellowship comes from. At church to grow and with my best friend to exchange Godly wisdom. I love it. hehe. So we'll see what we can do for Steve's birthday, hehe.

Well, I guess I have nothing to say but good things. That's how God is. God is good, all the time and all the time, God is good. I don't have negative things to say about my life. Although it could be way better and it will be soon, Bless God. I don't have anything to say that's negative. Sure I have my struggles. Sure I have my battles. Sure I have times where I just want to leave. I have my times of sorrow and my times of pure happiness. But I wouldn't get rid of my struggles. I wouldn't want to not go through my battles. I wouldn't wan't to not have those times of sorrow. In it all, God is right there next to me and going through things with me. I could have told Him to leave me alone, get away, and He'd still be right there. Why? Because I'm His child. I'm and heir, and heir of God, and a joint-heir with Christ, AMEN!! Not that I have ever told Him to leave me alone or get away, haha. I'm learned to be totally joyful in my times of sorrow. I've learned to be joyful in my battles. Joyful in my times of suffering. Joyful in my times of struggle. Not happiness. I could be crying my eyes out and still be totally joyful. God has taught me what it means to be purified. It hurts that's for sure. But through it all, there's peace and joy like nobody can describe. Praise God!! I wouldn't be anywhere without God. I most definitely wouldn't be where I am now. It's scary to think about what would have happened if God never entered my life. Which is exactly why I don't, haha.

Alright, I'm done for today. I'll start posting more about love later on. God's been teaching me a lot of things lately and so I haven't been studying love, haha. Although i'm growing in love and ministering in love, I haven't been studying it in Word. If that doens't make sense, I'm sorry, haha. I'll explain if you don't understand, but you gotta ask, hehe. Take care all of you and God Bless. Love you all very much. God loves you very very much.

Man, I was really liking my new Mac at the office. Then I find out that my Xanga Premium doesn't work on the Mac. I can't change my font or my font color. That's what I need the most, haha. That's just jacked up. They need to give me a PC. Although the graphics and stuff are way cooler on a Mac, hehe. Oh well. No study of love today. I spent last night at church and then went home, ate, got ready for bed, worked out a little, prayed, and went to bed. So sorry, no lesson today, hehe.

This morning was an interesting morning. The stupid devil really tested my patience. My brother was supposed to leave his car keys for me. He took them. I’m guessing it was by accident, but I really needed the car to come to work. So I calmly text messaged him and got things straightened out. My mom came home from taking my grandpa to the hospital and we went to work then. I was really tested cause I was getting mad at him for taking the keys. Even after we told him to leave them. Not to mention my dad took him to work. He could have run back in the house and dropped them off. In any case, I just prayed and got over it. Nothing I could do anyway. So Praise God I didn’t get mad at him, although I wanted to.

Then, on the road to work, I was going along just fine and there’s this blue truck that was going like 2 miles an hour. So I had to slow down to where I’m almost stopped. I pass him and was just like, dude, you need to drive faster. So we get to the stoplight and if I didn’t have to slow down, would have made the light just fine. But since I had to, I was forced to stop at the light. So I got kind of irritated at the guy. God dealt with me right then and there at the light. So that was really cool. The guy ended up taking a right turn and still going his 2 miles an hour, haha. God spoke up and said, that’s not love. He was going the speed limit. Were you? I repented right then and there. I also asked God to help me make my love complete. So that was really awesome. Praise God for the Holy Spirit being with us at all times.

Man, so many people aren’t going anywhere. Christian’s aren’t growing. The world is going further into darkness. People betray people, family against family, son against father, daughter against mother. It’s crazy. Just like the Bible says. *Sigh* Good thing the Bible is truth though. Gives us something to really follow. Not to mention, it really confirms what the Holy Spirit teaches to true followers and people who worship in Spirit and in Truth. Praise God. And Christians aren't even doing what God has called them to do. God works with them and works with them because He loves them so much. Yet they reject Him. They may love Him, but they don't even show God that they love Him by allowing Him to change them. They run from their problems, make excuses, blame others. Sickening. Makes me sick. At the same time though, it makes me so grateful that God HAS changed me and worked within me. Praise God and Bless His Holy Name.

I just started watching a movie called “Gospel of John”. It’s a film that acts out John’s gospel word for word. That is what’s so awesome. It’s word for word. Praise God. Haven’t found any other production like that at all. Not even Passion of the Christ compares to it. It’s such an awesome movie. I can’t wait to watch the rest of it. Praise God. Alright, I’ll continue to lessons again soon. God has already started giving me scriptures and stuff. So it’s going to be fun. Take care and God Bless you all. I love you all very much. God loves you even more than that, Praise His Holy Name!!

Well, more on love, hehe.

~~I Corinthians 13:4-8~~
Charity is always translated agape

"Charity suffereth long" suffereth long - 3114 makrothumeo = have patience, be patient or patiently enduring
Patient - bearing misfortune, provocation, annoyance, delay, hardship, pain, etc. with fortitude and calm and without complaint, anger, or the like

"and is kind" kind - 5541 chresteuomai = act benevolently
Kind - of a good or benevolent nature or dispoisition, as a person

"charity envieth not" envieth - 2206 zeloo = be jealous over
Envieth - a feeling of discontent or jealousy, usually with ill will, at seeing another's superiority, advantages, or success

"charity vaunteth not itself" vaunteth - 4068 perpereuomai = to boast

"is not puffed up" puffed - 5448 phusioo = make proud

"Doth not behave itself unseemingly" behave unseemingly - 807 aschemoneo = behave self uncomely, to be unbecoming
Behave - to act in a particular way
Unseemingly - not in keeping with established standards of taste or proper form

"seeketh not her own" seeketh - 2212 zeteo = be about, desire ; own - 1438 heautou = oneself

"is not easily provoked" provoked - 3947 paroxuno = to exasperate, stir
Exasperate - to irritate to a high degree, annoy extremely

"thinketh no evil" thinketh - 3049 logizomai = reason, think on ; evil - 2556 kakos = bad, evil, wicked ; wicked - morally bad

"Rejoiceth not in iniquity" rejoiceth - 5463 chairo = to be cheerful, be glad ; iniquity - 93 adikia = moral wrongfulness (of character, life, or act)

"but rejoiceth in the truth" rejoiceth - 4796 sugchairo = to sympathize in gladness, congratulate ; truth - 225 aletheuo = truth = conformity with fact or reality

"beareth all things" beareth - 4722 stego = to cover with silence

"believeth all things" believeth - 4100 pisteuo = to have faith

"hopeth all things" hopeth - 1679 elpizo = to expect or confide

"endureth all things" endureth - 5278 hupomeno = to undergo, bear

"Charity never faileth" faileth - 1601 ekpipto = to lose, become inefficient

4. love bears misfortune, provocation, annoyance, delay, hardship, pain, etc. with fortitude and calm and without complaint, anger, or the like, and is of a good or benevolent nature or disposition; love does not have a feeling of discontent or jealousy, usually with ill will, at seeing another's superiority, advantages or success; love doesn't brag about itself, is not proud of itself,
5. does not act in a particular way that doesn't keep with an established standard of taste or proper form, does not desire itself, is not easily irritated to a high degree or annoyed extremely, does not reason or think on anything morally bad;
6. is not cheerful or glad in moral wrongfulness (of character, life or act), but sympathizes in gladness of conformity with fact or reality
7. covering with silence all things, to have faith in all things, to expect or confide in all things, to undergo or bear all things
8. love never loses or becomes inefficient

Don't forget ~I John 4:8 "God is love"
God does all that and is all that.

I know that's a lot to take in, but Praise God for all that.

Well, sorry to those of you that are reading and expecting the study of love. I was going to do the study last night, but I got talking with my best friend and really fellowshipped with him online. It was awesome. Fun times, hehe.

I do already have the next lesson done so I'll post that tomorrow. God has been so awesome. My grandpa is doing awesome. He's recovering so fast. It's amazing to see God work in my family even though they don't believe in Him. Praise Him and Worship Him.

It's been really cool at work too. The other day, 2 more people were let go. I can't really say they were fired, because they own their own photography studio too. It's just the 2 companies are going in different directions so we kind of seperated from each other. It was mutual from both parties. Another really neat thing, they have been hiring a lot of new people and what not. I have totally finished what they initially hired me to do. I organized all their files and everything is very organized and easy to find and everything is placed well. Praise God. It was all by His help.

So on some days, I pretty much sit there. We just recently upgraded our software that we use for accounting. There's supposed to be 2 or more people that are able to use it. It didn't work out that way. There was only one person that could use it at a time. The boss wouldn't allow us to buy the new copy that can have multiple users. So I wouldn't have gotten to use it at all. Here's the cool thing, the day before that, she calls me into her office and we talk about the magazine. She totally reassigns me to help the magazine with distribution and stuff like that. So now I'm not really doing accounting work there, even though I still help with that too. Now I'm a part of the magazine and helping with the distribution. It's such an awesome opportunity. On top of that, I got to write a review on The Passion of the Christ for the magazine. Praise God Praise God Praise God. I'm really new at distribution cause I've never done it before so I Praise God that I've gotten this opportunity to learn more of the business world. So I just Praise God for the job and all the finances that He's providing.

God has given me a direction in my life. At least for the next 2 years, haha. He's already told me what I have to do. This next school year, I'm going to be doing an internship program called "Empowerment" at my church. It's such an awesome program. Every time I read about it, I get more excited and joyful. Praise God. Then after that year, I'm totally off to Oklahoma and going to Bible college. YAY!! PRAISE THE LORD!! AMEN!! So that's what I'm aiming for. Praise God for vision and direction.

Alright, back to the lessons. I already have the next 2 lesson topics planned out. Praise God. He gave them to me today, hehe. I can't wait to start studying that. I won't say what it is yet, hehe. It's not that it's a surprise or anything, I just want people to focus on the thing at hand instead of thinking of the future. Alright, I will talk to you all later. I hope you all enjoy the teachings. I know I enjoy learning from God. Praise God. Take care and God Bless. I love you all and God loves you all very very much.

Well, today I'm going to continue the study of love. But before I go into the study, I just have to say that God's awesome. I've been given a chance to help out with the magazine that my company is putting out. So that's been really neat. Get some more experience. On top of that, they want me to write a review about Passion of the Christ. That really fits well with this whole love study doesn't it? haha. Praise God.

Alright, time for the study. Last time I talked about what love is and ended with that love is a choice. Agape love is a choice, not a feeling or an action. So today, my topic is, why is love a choice?

~Genesis 1~ God didn't fall in love with us. He didn't "see that we were good." If He had to see that we were good, we wouldn't have been created in His image. He chose to create us after Himself who is perfect. He could have chosen to create us in any image He wanted, but He chose Himself as the image He wanted for us to be in.

~~I John 4:10-11 "10. Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. 11. Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another."
Propitiation = The act of appeasing the wrath and conciliating the favor of an offended person

I John 4:10 : "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to appease the wrath of God and conciliate our favor for our sins."

~~I John 4:19 "We love Him, because He first loved us"

How did God love us? That's the question.
~created us in His image
~moved Adam and Eve out of the garden. The tree of life was there and they would've eaten of the fruit and never died. Hence, our sin would be with us forever. There would be no need for a Savior because we'd never die. This gave God a chance to send us a Savior.
~kept Noah and 7 other righteous people alive to keep the human race alive.
~giving us what we want even if it isn't the best for us
~sending prophet after prophet to exhort us
~giving us free will ~Deuteronomy 30:19~ "I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, [that] I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live"
finally, sending His only begotten Son to die for us
     ~there are many many more things that God has done. These are just a few from the Bible.

~~John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."
~~II Corinthians 5:18-19 "18. And all things [are] of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation. 19. To wit, that God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them; and hath committed unto us the word of reconciliation." ~II Corinthians 5:21~ "For he hath made him [to be] sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him."

Strong's #26  agape - love i.e. affection or benevolence
benevolence = a desire to do good to others
~it's not an action
~definition doesn't say "to love" or "to have affection for" or "to have benevolence for"
~just simply love, affection, benevolence
~it's a desire, not a feeling
desire = to wish or long for
feeling = an emotion or emotional perception or attitude

We don't always feel like loving people, but that's what we have to do, is love people. That's why it's a choice. A desire. We have to have that desire to love people. ~I Corinthians 13:8a~ "Charity never faileth"

~~Romans 5:8 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." God loves us so much He sent His Son to die for us. While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

~~Matthew 26:39 "And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou [wilt]."

~~John 14:15 "If ye love me, keep my commandments." If we truly love God, we will keep His commandments. That's not works either. We aren't proving our love for God by keeping His commandments. If we love Him, we will have no problems keeping His commandments. It's so true, I've learned that for experience.

~~Matthew 22:39 "And the second [is] like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." The second greatest commandment. Loving others as we love ourselves. It's not always easy loving ourselves. We have to choose to love ourselves. If it was so easy to do, there wouldn't be depression and there certainly wouldn't be low self esteem.

Love is a choice. We choose to love the people who are still under bondage. We choose to love the people who hate us. We choose to love the people that scoff at us, make fun of us, insult us. We have to choose to follow the Word of God too.
~~Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." How do we do that? Choice. We choose to do it.

Father, I pray in the Name of Jesus that you help all of us realize that love is really a choice. You never had to fall in love with us and we shouldn't have to fall in love with anyone else. There is always just love. Just like you Lord. I pray in the Name of Jesus that you help us continue to love one another and above all, to love you and to love others as ourselves. I thank you Father for this word that you've given me. I thank you that you will continue to lead and guide Holy Spirit. I love you Father, I love you Jesus and I love you Holy Spirit. I thank you, I praise you and I worship you. Glory and honor and praise be to your Name always. In Jesus Name. Amen!!

Man, God has been so awesome. I don't even know where to begin to talk about Him. haha.

So as some of may know, my grandpa is recovering from hip surgery. One of the hardest surgeries to recover from what I've heard from other people. And even though he doesn't believe in God, God has totally helped him out with recovery. My grandpa is around 80 from what I remember my mom saying. He's old, we'll put it that way, haha. My mom has a friend who's about 40 years old. Half my grandpa's age. He had the same surgery. My grandpa is recovering better than he is. That's not normal. My grandpa is really old in age and someone half his age, is struggling with recovery. I thank God for that. I can just see God taking care of him. It's awesome, hehe.

Well, as promised, I said I would start posting teachings. So I'm going to, haha. I started asking God what to start with and something that has been on my mind and a lot of people really wonder about. The topic of love. I want to take this slow because love is huge. Love isn't something that is explained in a day or two. It was difficult to limit myself because I kept wanting to talk love more and more. It isn't easy to limit yourself sometimes. Especially when the Word of God has so much to say about it. But Praise God, He was leading me and guiding me through it so it'd be easier for me.

So I just want to start out with what is love? That's what I'm going to start with. To define love and to just hit the real basics first. Then I'll go into more depth later on.

So what is love? God is love.
~~ I John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love"
~~ I John 4:16 "God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him."

Webster's defines love as ~the profoundly tender or passionate affection for a person.~ That's pretty deep. Let's take it further.

love = the profoundly tender or passionate affection for a person
profound = penetrating or entering deeply into subjects of thought or knowledge; intense, extreme
tender = soft or delicate in substance
passionate = emotional
affection = fond attachment, devotion

So by definition and broken down, love means ~the deep, intense delicate or emotional devotion for a person~

That means that God is deep and intense. He is delicate. He is emtional. He is devoted. He is all that. God really is deep, and intense. He is delicate, it's so easy to grieve the Holy Spirit. He is emotional, He hurts with us. He is devoted, no matter what, He keeps loving us and helping us.

I Corinthians 13:4-8
4. Charity suffereth long, [and] is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8. Charity never faileth

I'll break all that down some other time, but that's just something to think about.

Webster's dictionary defines "Charity" as ~something given to a person~
In Strong's concordance, love is defined in 3 ways. Check these out for yourself.
#26 agape : love i.e. affection or benevolence
#5368 phileo : to be a friend (from 5384 : friend) i.e. have affection for
#157 ahab : to have affection for
the word "benevolence" means ~desire to do good to others~

The interesting thing is agape is the only "kind" of love that has no action to it. It's just love, affection or benevolence. Phileo and ahab have an action. One is just a friendship thing. The other is to just have affection for. They are actions. Agape is not an action. What does that mean? God is love. Love is a CHOICE!! God chooses to love us. He doesn't have to love us.

He didn't fall in love with us either. He is just IN love with us, but never fell into it.

Genesis 1 (creation) Everything God created except for man He approved of. After He created something, He would go over it again, like re-reading a paper, revising. And He would like what He made. "He saw that it was good" Here are the reference scriptures (Genesis 1:4, 1:10, 1:12, 1:18, 1:21, 1:25) Except Man. He never said it for man specifically. Genesis 1:26-27. It says in Genesis 1:31 that God looks over everything and saw that it was all very good. Everything as a whole was very good. God was so in love with us ever since the beginning. He never fell into it. He just loves us.

That's all I'm going to talk about for today. It's a lot to think about. I know. It took me a weekend to put just this little bit together. I have a lot more respect for pastors, preachers, and teachers now. They have to prepare these things by spending time with God. Although it's a lot of fun to do so, it's also hard work.

Father, in the Name of Jesus. I pray that You give everyone the same revelation You gave me concerning this topic. I thank You Father that the words typed out were your words to me. I thank you Father for giving me the inspiration and the courage to put this all down. I just ask now in the Name of Jesus that you help each and every one of us learn to really love as You Yourself loves. I ask for this in relation to the "lesson" today. I thank You again Father. The glory and honor goes all to You. I praise You and worship You in Jesus Name. I ask for all this in Jesus' Mighty Name. Amen!!

I hope this has helped some people.Take care and God Bless you all. I love you all very much, and more importantly, God loves you all very very much.

Well, I got to hang out with Bobby last night. That was a lot of fun. We haven't really talked like that in a long time. Mostly because we haven't seen each other in a long time, haha.

We met up at Chili's and had some dinner. That way good although my food wasn't as good as it normally is. I was kind of disappointed at that, but oh well, it was the time with Bobby that was important. Then we just sat and talked at Chili's for a while. Afterwards, went out to his car and listened to "The Gospel of John" soundtrack. Wow, the soundtrack is just awesome. I could just see Jesus while the music was playing. Powerful, hehe. He let me borrow the movie so I hope to watch it soon. After that, we headed over the Meadows 12 movie theatre and watched "Miracle". Awesome awesome movie. Since I used to play hockey, it was even more cool for me to watch. We both loved the movie.

Afterwards, we just stood in the parking lot and talked for another 30 minutes or so. Then called it a night. Mostly because it was getting cold, it was late, and I had work in the morning, hehe. I got home about 2:15, haha. Had to get up for work today at 7:45. Didn't wake up till 8:15 though, hehe. Still had plenty of time to get here. So I was pretty tired throughout the day cause I didn't get very much sleep.

I still haven't received my information packet from church. Kind of disappointed about that. Although, it's probably either hung up in the post office, or the post office lost it, haha. So either or. I would be more disappointed if the church hasn't even sent it out, but I highly doubt that's the case. They told me they sent it out already. They have no reason to lie to me. I'm still not 200% sure what God wants me to do. I really feel Him pushing me towards the internship though. So I may just go straight for that and then go to ORU next year. We'll see. God will show me the way.

I Praise and Thank God for my evening last night. It was awesome. The fellowship was awesome, food was good, movie was great. Bobby is awesome as usual, hehe. God just blesses our time together. It's awesome. Praise God. I'll start posting some teachings next week. I would really like to do it, but I want to make sure it's ok with God. I know that sometimes He doesn't want something done a certain way so I want to make sure and be positive that it's ok. Praise God.

I can't wait till Sunday. Tomorrow is Friday and that's cool. I'm ready for this week to be over, hehe. I'm ready for this life to be over and start a new life in heaven, hehe.  But Praise God, there's still work for me to do here and I intend to do it full heartedly for God. I owe Him so much, it's the least I can do, hehe. Tonight, there's a teaching at church on the Holy Spirit. That should be awesome to go to. I can't wait. The Holy Spirit is awesome. I don't know where I would be without Him and His guidance. His convictions and much much more. He's awesome yet He's always ignored by people. It's really sad. I do my best to spend as much time with Him as possible. There are times where I'm so tired or get distracted or get in the flesh. It's terrible. But Praise God, I can still pray in tongues. Got to set aside time for that because I want to just sit there and pray in tongues. I remember the power that accompanied that and the intimacy with God that it brought.

Alright, that's enough for today, getting ready to get off work. Take a small nap in my car and then head off to church, Praise God. Maybe grab some food or something before church, hehe. I will talk to you all later. Take care and God Bless. I love you all very much. More importantly, God loves you much much more and so much that He gave. (think about it)

Well, I get to hang out with Bobby tonight, Praise God!! haha. I can't wait, so excited. =)

It was so funny today at work. Rocco, he's like the company dog. He belongs to one of the employees, but he's always in here. Another employee took a peacock feather and punked the dog. The dog looks soo cute and funny. I wish I brought my digital camera. He looks so cute and funny.

There really isn't anything to post today. I just did some reading in the Bible. That was really fun, hehe. I'm really getting back into everything again, Praise God. He never gave up on me and He never lost faith in me. He never stopped chasing me. Now it's time to reverse the jobs. It's my turn to chase and seek Him. Praise God.

I have a topic already for the teachings that I would like to post on here, hehe. Praise God. It's all Him anyway, not me. I'm just a vessel, hehe. I'm not going to post it yet, but it's something that pertains to everyone. God already told me what to write about. I have to do some studying on it. Should be fun. hehe.

Love you all very much. Take care and God Bless. God loves you all more than ever.

Another day, hehe. Praise God. Today I took the time to read through what people think. I checked out some people's xanga sites and what not. It's insane what this world is going through. This world is dying. Rapidly.

I hear and read about a lot. It's so sad what I see and hear. I wish that people would just trust God. Life would be so much easier. Although I know where people are coming from because I never believed in God either. Till I met Him. Then it was just awesome, hehe. Praise God!

Man, God has been doing some awesome works in me and through me. My friend got healed when I prayed with him. It was awesome to see God work through me. The most amazing thing is that it was online. I didn't see him, I didn't even have to lay hands on him. It was just awesome. And I know he didn't lie to me because he described to me what was happening. There's no way he could have known that would happen. So it was genuine. Praise God!!

I guess I'm going to start posting some teachings on here. That way people can just come read about topics. That would be fun. Maybe do like a weekly thing or something. It'd be fun. And best of all, I have to spend time with God to do that, hehe. And it will minister to people without them having to totally open up. If people want me to talk about a certain topic, they can always post a comment or send me an email. That would be cool. We'll see, may God's will be done and not mine.

Alright, time to go home from work, haha. Take care and God Bless you all abundantly. Love you all very much. God loves you all even more than that.

Man, I don't know where to begin. So much has been happening in my life. I really have to start updating like every day. There's so much God is doing in my life daily that I almost have to post every day to keep up and remember it all, haha.

I guess I'll just write down whatever comes to mind. The first thing that comes to mind is my new membership into Word of Life Christian Center. It's my church!! Praise God!! It was such a powerful service. God had Pastor Bagwell do the ceremony a little differently. It was really awesome, Pastor called each person or family out individually and prayed and prophesied over them individually. It was so awesome to hear God just speak through pastor. Almost every single person fell out under the power. It was awesome. I remember that as pastor was drawing closer to my name, that the anointing was getting heavier and heavier upon me. I talked with a few other new members and they said the same thing. So that was really awesome.

When it was my turn, pastor just exploded. It was sweet. Just started prophesying over me. It was so encouraging to hear. I couldn't even hear everything the presence and anointing was so heavy. So I bought the tape of the service, hehe. It has all the prophecies on there. When I listened to it again, there were some things that I didn't hear when I was up there. I'm not going to post what was prophesied over me cause that's between me and God. I have told my best friend cause we tell each other everything. When it comes to things like prophesy, you really have to be careful who you tell. I personally am really sensitive to that now. I've told people about some other prophesy and they are like whatever. So it's just like, I'm not going to tell people unless they really want to know. And even then, I would have to be careful. It's a personal thing between me and God. Only select people will know.

In a previous post, I talked about a friend lying to me. It turns out, that friend didn't lie at all. Just the way that it was told to me made my friend out to have lied. I have repented for that and I really can't jump to conclusions. I hope I didn't judge my friend at all. I don't believe I did. I was just hurt. So everything is cool now. I never was mad or anything at my friend. Just hurt.  So Praise God I got over that. I prayed for my friend and always am praying for my friend. I just can't jump to conclusions without hearing everything. It's not always necessarily what you hear, but how you hear it. I really should have known better, but my informant was also someone I trust so what do you do then? I should have just turned to God and asked who to listen to. Well, live and learn. "and then get Luvs" hahaha.

Oh yeah, I got a new digital camera. Praise God!! Thank you Father for the funds to be able to purchase one. It's really His camera, haha. I'm just using it. I really like it. It's not the best one or the most high tech, but it satisfies my needs. hehe. Praise God.

Well, looks like some of us are really serious about doing a performance for Chinese Heritage Camp. Jay Chou songs "Ye Ye Pao De Cha" will be performed by Cici and Kim and "Long Chuan" performed by whoever wants to be in it. The more the merrier. I just hope we have the space to accomodate everyone, hehe. I'll make room.  If anyone going to CHC is interested, feel free to email me and let me know.

Bobby is back from Oklahoma. We are going to hang out on Tuesday. I can't wait, hehe. So exciting. We have so much to talk about, hehe. We have to really pray together this time. I remember we would always say we'll hang out and pray. We get the hanging out part done, we don't always get the chance to pray together though. We have to this time, hehe.

God is just awesome. I can't wait till next sunday to hear another awesome word from the pastor. Although I can't wait to just get home and fellowship with God. That's always fun. Alright, talk to you all later. Take care and God Bless. I love you all very much and more importantly, God loves you all very much.