I got paid today!!! Praise God. It was more than my normal paycheck. Man, it is so cool, first thing I'm going to do is write that tithe check God commanded me to sow. Gosh, Praise God. I love having money again so I can help bless people. Not to mention to just be able to go out and have a good time. Man, it's awesome, hehe.

Although, I worked for the money, it's still God's money. It belongs to Him and I have to be a good steward of His money. That's what He wants. Man, that tithe check is going to get written right when I get home, haha. So exciting, lol.

I was really thinking aabout something the other day. With everything going on at work, it just reminds me how the world really is. Although everyone here is really nice and friendly, they are still worldly. Very worldly, haha. The company is coming out with a new magazine called JOE. It's going to go out to teenagers and lower grade college students. It is very very worldly magazine. It's better than most magazines out there, but still, it's not any different. Just not as graphic or not as risque. Oh well, their intentions are good ones and the reason for the magazine isn't bad, hehe.

There are two best friends that work here. Every now and then, you'll find them yelling and screaming at each other. Not really loud or anything, but loud enough. They are arguing. And these girls are best friends. Not only arguing though, but saying some really harsh things to each other. I'm sitting here thinking, and you guys are best friends? My best friend and I don't argue at all much less talk negatively about each other. So it's just really sad to hear for me. I treat my best friend like myself. Just what the 2nd commandment says.

Oh well, I keep preaching when I can Praise God. Take care and God Bless you all abundantly. Love you all very much and God loves you all very much.

Man, last night was a really interesting night. God really taught me a valuable lesson as well as really confirm some other things.

I tell you, no one really understands God until they themselves have gone through something. Just last night, I heard that a friend of mine lied to me about something really small. It was something that was totally not important. If the person would have just told me the truth, it would've been all good. But no, this friend had to lie to me. It hurt me so much to hear that my friend lied. I almost started crying right in front of my whole family. I've never lied to this friend, done nothing but love my friend, and did my best to be there whenever my friend needed help. It was like I couldn't believe that my friend would lie to me about something so insignificant.

Then it really hit me. It's just like how God said it in Romans 3:4 "yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged." That's how it's supposed to be. Just like it's written in Ephesians 2:3 "Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others." We have to trust God 100% and only trust those people that God has placed in your life to mentor and to help you grow. People really are the children of wrath. I see and hear about it every day. It's crazy.

It also hit me, that's just how God is with sin. It hurts Him so bad when we believers sin. When we disobey Him or not do our part of being the child of God. I have felt the way He felts and have experienced some of the things He goes through. It didn't really sink in till last night. Last night was when I really apologized to God. I realized how I act towards God whenever I sinned or disobeyed or hurt Him. It was just like how my friend treated me. It's the same thing, just on a different level because God's love is complete and perfect. Our love isn't perfect yet.

I have totally forgiven my friend for lying. I've also asked God to forgive the friend. My friend needs it. It doesn't matter what people do to me, I will still go to God for them. Attaining perfect love starts with practice. I have to practice that love no matter what the situation. Sometimes it's hard when I think of my friend or if I see the friend online. It's just crazy what the devil starts tossing into my head. I have to fight him each time cause I get barraged with tons of negative and bad thoughts. But Praise God that I don't give in. Praise God that I always have the strength to fight and that I always have the right weapons to fight with. Praise God that love will always come first. I Corinthians 13:8 "charity never faileth" When I love, I can never fail. Praise God, haha.

Romans 8:35-36 "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Praise God though that the devil did not win this time and the devil will never win. I can tell you right now that the devil tried to get me mad at my friend, didn't work. He tried to get me to not love my friend more, didn't work. If anything, I have more love for my friend now and that I really want to help my friend out more than ever now. Makes me want to pray for all my friends and pray for my family more. The devil's plan backfired, hahaha. Stupid devil.

If the devil really did succeed though, it would make me bitter. It would have made me not trust anything anybody said. Yes, you do you have to be selective in who you trust still, but even that's better than not listening to anyone at all. I have however, really changed because of this. I used to really really trust everyone I meet and know. I still will trust everyone I meet, but to a certain extent. I don't want to trust people as much anymore. That can be a bad thing, but it can be a good thing too. That way, the only ones I totally trust are God, my best friend and other really close friends, and my pastor of course. I would say I trust my family completely, but I can't because I don't trust them wholeheartedly. Only because they aren't believers. As harsh as that may sound, I have to do it that way. I can't allow myself to be led away from the light, away from the truth.

Oh well, people aren't perfect, true, but that is no excuse. I don't give myself an excuse when I mess up. I'm not going to give excuses anymore. I used to, all the time. No more in Jesus Name. He's God, not anybody else. He deserves my total honesty and He deserves me to be totally true to both of us. Man will fail us, but God will never fail nor is He able to fail. Praise God for being the way He is. Without Him, I'd probably be burning in hell right now. It's all about His grace. Thank you Father for your grace and mercy that is renewed everyday.

Alright, take care and God Bless you all abundantly. I will talk to you all later. Love you all very much and God loves you all very much. I John 4:8 "God is love."

Well, I had a really interesting dream last night. I haven't remembered a dream so vividly in such a long time. It's really cool cause not long ago, I prayed that I would start dreaming again. God answered that one real fast. haha. He enjoys giving dreams and when we get the interpretation to a dream, they are just awesome and so exciting. Here's my dream just so you all can read about it, hehe.

The beginning setting is a basketball game. I don't really know exactly who my teammates are, but I know they are good friends of mine. We are playing against a really brutal and very violent team. I don't know why, but this game is really really important. My team is down to it's last five players and we are the best five there are. If any of us gets hurt to the point where we can't play, we automatically lose the game. We had just called a timeout and it has expired. We are getting ready to play again. We called the timeout because one of our guys was hurt and he just needed a breather. He could still play though so we still our 5 guys. So we start playing and we get the ball to our center man. He goes up and slam dunks the ball. Out of nowhere, one of their guys, who looks like some kind of beast or animal or something, runs up behind the hoop and jumps through the glass and knocks our guy out of the air. So our guy falls to the ground and another one of their players runs over and dislocated his shoulder and the beast thing runs over and body slams him real hard. I don't know where the referee was. There was no ref in the dream at all. My guy just gets back up and relocates his shoulder back into place all by himself.

So we call another time out to let him rest up a bit. We go back to the bench which is next to the bleachers and all. The guy's girlfriend is sitting there with the guys mom. The guy is just complaining about everything. His girlfriend, in an attempt to try and cheer him up, jokes by saying, don't be such a baby, suck it up. She's just trying to help lift his spirit again in a playful, joking manner. He takes it totally the wrong way and he blows up on her. Saying stuff like, I'm risking my life out here playing this game. The other team is just beating us up, they are killing us, they so violent, and on and on. The girlfriend doesn't understand his behavior and tries to keep him calm and everything. He's just going off, doesn't care who hears. Well, his girlfriend just can't take it anymore. Just getting annoyed and hurt. She was passing out receipts of some sort. Something like an order form. Where people can place an order for something and all their information was on these sheets. So the guy is just throwing these things all over the place. Just mad and angry. Saying lots of hurtful and mean words. She ends up giving him one of those papers. He looks at it for like half a second and tears it in half and then in half again. She got really offended at that and looked back at the guy's mother. Apparently, that piece of paper had his mother's name and information on it. So it was as if he didn't care about his mom at all. That was the last straw, now she was really mad. She had been patient up till then.

The dream then shifts and it's no longer at a basketball game. Now I have become that guy, the boyfriend. The setting is in a restaurant now. She picking up the papers and placing them on the desk. They aren't in order and they aren't even placed there neatly. Just tossed onto the table while she goes and gets the rest of it. So I, which is now the boyfriend, start organizing the papers and making them look nice. She walks up and rips them out of my hand. She says, why are you helping? We have broken up now and I don't need your help. She didn't mean anything she said, but out of anger, she said those words. So I'm really hurt now because we have "broken up" but I act like I don't care at all. Just like, fine, whatever.

So my "best friend" comes on the spot. He's been there the whole time, but doesn't say anything. It wasn't Bobby, but I just knew he was my best friend. He says, what's going on here? Why are you two arguing? What's happening? I treat him like dirt and say stuff like, don't worry about it, it's none of your business, just stay away and stay out of it. He's like, Hello!! I can't, you are my best friend, you and her are having problems. I'm here to help you out. My attitude towards him was just horrible.

So there was another table full of people and apparently they are my friends. I don't recognize any of them, but I just know that they are my friends. I'm sitting at a different table with my best friend. The girlfriend is in the restaurant, but I can't see her and I don't even know she's there. My best friend is just helping me out, counseling me, ministering to me. He's saying things like, "you need to forgive her, you have to forgive her. You love her and she loves you. You have to work this out with her." That doesn't mean she was at fault or anything, but my attitude was that of unforgiveness. Every time he would say something, I would fire back with another comment. My words were all negative words and his were all words of encouragement and of love. So finally, he pulls out some candy. It's a gum like candy. You chew it and it feels like gum, but it's really candy, you can eat it and swallow it, hehe. The kind he pulled out was a green color. He said, "weren't you the one that told me every time you see, eat, smell, or touch this candy, it reminds you of Cici?" So I guess the girlfriend's name is Cici. So I'm just sitting there holding this candy. I don't even eat it. I just sit there holding it. Rolling it around in my hand. Just thinking about her and how I've done her wrong. I felt so sorry and so horrible for treating her that way. It seemed like a lifetime before I said anything again. I finally speak the word "touche". So I put the candy back down and we continue to eat.

So I finally end up forgiving her and she comes back to me and sits down next to me. We are still at the restaurant. We start having an awesome time just talking and fellowshipping. Having a great time. So another friend walks over and starts to apologize to me for whatever he had done. I don't know exactly what he did, but in the dream, it was like I knew exactly what he was apologizing for. So we invite him to sit down and just start having a great time fellowshipping. So my girlfriend, we never really broke up cause it was all words spoken in anger, goes and sits at the other end of the table. There was more room to stretch out. I ask her why she has to sit so far away from me. She says, she has to take a nap and sleep for a little bit. So she sits down on one chair and props her feet up on another chair and falls asleep. Then I wake up from the dream.

That was the dream I had. I really want to pray about it and see what God has to say about the dream. It's really interesting. Normally when I remember a dream so clearly, God really has a message for me. Just really wants to teach me something from the dream. Dreams are so important. Without them, we would have no direction. Not to mention when God tells you what they mean, they make so much sense and are just amazing. They are always so relevant and they are always just mind blowing. It's awesome. Praise God.

I thank you Father in the Name of Jesus for this awesome dream. I thank you Father for the interpretation of the dream. I can't wait to receive the interpretation. I thank you Father for giving us dreams. I had forgotten how important they are. Thank you for reminding me. I pray Father in the Name of Jesus that you continue to give me more dreams. I just ask that you give my friends dreams as well Father and may you give them the wisdom to interpret the dreams or give them the wisdom to find someone to help them interpret the dreams. I thank you once again in Jesus Name. Amen!!

God is so awesome, hehe. Take care and may God Bless you all very much. If you have any pray requests, feel free to post them here on my site. I will pray for you. I love you all very much and more importantly, God loves you all very very much.

I don't know where to begin. So much has been happening. I thank God for it all. My life is just getting better and better while this world is destroying itself. My life is still far from perfect and I'm still far from perfect, but as I draw nigh unto God, He will draw nigh unto me. I'm going to be continuously molded into the image that He wants. Which is in the image of Jesus, Praise God.

I still don't know what to start talking about, haha. This weekend was a great weekend. Friday night was really fun. A few of us went out to eat at John Holly's. I made reservations and then Cici and Kim were like, we have connections, we don't need reservations, haha. I'm still glad I made them though, it was really busy that night. So it's all good. It was really good food too. Kind of pricy, but not terribly bad. Good food and great service. Daniel was such an awesome host. His personality just totally fits that job. He's a pretty cool guy.

We then went to DJ's. It was pretty cool. Since Mimi and her friends decided to get their own room, we ended up leaving DJ's and going to Live Studio. Live Studio is better anyway. They have bigger and nicer rooms for the same price and both places have the same songs. We ended up singing till about 3:30 am. That was crazy. I had initially planned on just going and taking Kathy home cause I said I would. Oh well, I ended taking her home at about 4:30 cause we went to Village Inn, we were hungry after all that singing. I didn't get home till about 5:30 am. Had to get up around 11 the next day, haha. It was a fun night though. I'm never doing that again, haha.

Didn't really do much on Saturday. Just relaxed. Played games with my brothers and watched some movies. It was nice. Sunday was just awesome. Pastor Bagwell has come back from North Carolina. He was there to preach on Sunday. Man, it was such an awesome service. He had just seen Passion of the Christ on Saturday and he just loved it. So during praise and worship, he had people with sickness in their body to go to the front to be prayed for. Then he just had an altar call right at the beginning of service. That was something new, but it was awesome to see the Spirit lead though. He didn't have to do anything, people just answered. It was all done by the Holy Ghost. Praise God.

He then started preaching on a new series. Powerful message as usual. I then got to talk to him and his son Adam about the "internship" at the church. It's such an awesome opportunity. I really believe God closed a lot of doors at Oral Roberts. He has opened this up to me though. It's really an awesome chance. I can't pass this up. Praise God!! I still have to get accepted and I'm really believing God to put me here. He told me on Sunday while I was kneeling at the altar, He said that I should really make this church my home. Just really confirming a lot of other things that have been happening. It's awesome.

Right now I'm not sure if I want to go to ORU anymore. Not that it's a bad school or anything, it just feels like it's not the place for me to be at. Bobby is there and he is totally called to be an evangelist. That school fits him so well, it's just amazing. I don't know exactly what I'm called to be. Maybe it's to be a pastor. That's really where my heart is being led at the moment. We'll see soon enough. ORU is a great school, still one of the best in the US. And it's not that I don't want to go, it's just, I don't see myself there at this point of my life. It's not a bad thing or anything. I just have to do what God says to do.

It's pretty interesting and unusual. The more and more I go out and hang out with friends, the more I want to just stay home and spend time with God. It's not really unusual because I know why it's like that. Spending time with God is much much better than spending time with a person. And yes, Bobby included. I know that he would say the same. Spending time with God and spending time with him are way different. Same thing goes with him. Spending time with God and spending time with me isn't even comparable. God is just so awesome. Well, I'm glad it's becoming like that anyway. Not that I don't like my friends anymore or anything like that. It's just that spending time with God is so much more profitable and much much more worthwhile. Don't get me wrong, I still love my friends and want to spend time with them. It's just that God is always first priority and if He wants to spend time with me and have me leave my friends to do so, I have to do it. I've learned that when God does something like that, normally it's something really really important He wants to talk about. Not always, sometimes it's just a hi, how's it going? haha. Which is awesome too. Reminds me just how much He cares to know even the little things. Even though He already knows. He's seriously just like a real father. Will want to hear the answers out of His children's mouths even though He already knows what's going on. It's awesome.

It just seems to me that a lot of people are having a lot of problems. It's not a surprise or anything, it's just, it hurts me to see that in my friends. To be 100% honest, all they really need is Jesus if they don't have Him already and if they do, they just need to trust Him and pray and stay strong. The ones that don't know Him, I pray will soon know Him and just watch how awesome He really is. For those that do know Him, they need to just grow up in a sense and turn to Him. They need to really experience Him and get to know Him. If people would just do that, they would find life to be much more easier. The reason most Christians have more problems and can't seem to get it taken care of is because they really don't know God at all. Sad to say, mean to say, whatever. I shouldn't say it makes me mad, but it definitely hurts. I've hurt God many times. I've felt His hurt many times. I just don't want that to happen anymore. I do my best and I'm going to live in the spirit as much as I can. I just have to be really careful when things happen. Just to really seek God and ask for His wisdom. That way, I don't get into the flesh at all and that way I don't end up sinning and hurting God again.

Well, another long post. I enjoy putting in long posts. It's interesting. Ever since I've been posting more and more about God and what not. I've gotten less and less posts. haha. That's just something I've found interesting. Whether people are reading it or not is another question, haha. They may just not be reading my posts at all. Maybe cause they are so long. Oh well, just because people may not like the length, it's not going to change my posting, hahaha. Yeah, I'm being mean. Not really ^_^

Alright, I'll talk to you all later. Take care and God Bless. I love you all very much and more importantly, God loves you all very much.

Man, there's been a lot of things going on with people nowadays. Every day will bring something new to our lives. Whether it's something small or something big. New day will bring new things. They may be new trials, new barriers, new challenges. On the flip side, they may be new blessings, new revelation. We don't always know what's going to happen tomorrow.

However, there will be no surprises for us when we spend that time with God to find out what's going on. He's not going to tell us everything that's going to happen. We all don't have that kind of time. I know I struggle to get in a few hours with God. Sometimes because I'm lazy, or just want to do something else, or maybe I just had a really tough day and I'm just really really tired. Whatever the excuse, I don't always have that time to spend with Him.

I know that when you get into great and awesome fellowship with Him, you aren't surprised by what happens. There's a lot of things happening to me that aren't really surprising at all. I'm prepared for whatever comes my way because I have God to back me up. He already knows what's going to happen and when something does, I can always take a few minutes and just pray. Since He already knows what I need and what's going to happen, He can supply and take care of that need.

My life may not be the best life there is, but I'm having a good time spending it with God. I may be in debt, but money is of little concern to God. As long as I'm not spiritually bankrupt. I still eat great food and I'm not necessarily spiritually starving either. I don't have the most expensive clothes, but I'm clothed with God's righteousness and with His glory. I'm not in the army, but I have the armor of God that will protect me from anything I encounter. I may not have the best job, but when serving God, every job is equal. One may have more responsibilities, but they are all equal jobs and equally important.

So many people are suffering and hurting. Whether it's in the church or out of the church. My company is starting up a new magazine. I just listen during their meetings and some of the things they talk about are just horrible. Things that happen in the world and with students and what not. It's really scary sometimes to hear what they talk about. So much hurt, so much pain, so much negativity. It's no wonder there are so many people suffering. The media doesn't help at all either. Putting all these false images out there. It's insane how "good" they are in advertising. When they play on the "Big 3" they can make tons of money. At least this magazine we are doing tries to help people. It still has it's worldly views and opinions and what not. It's still advertising. At least they are trying to help. They are still advertising though. For example, instead of saying abstain from sex, they are like, go get a condom and take birth control or whatever. It's just covering up things instead of really dealing with the issue.

That's exactly how the world does things. They cover things up or make excuses. Instead of addressing the problem, they are like, if you are going to do it, just do it, but protect yourself this way or that way. Sin is still sin. That's like saying, you can lie if it's to "help" someone or you can lie if you it's to "protect" someone. Or you are allowed to kill if you are defending yourself. Or it's ok to take illegal drugs as long as it's controlled or whatever. I just heard that they just opened up a new "hospital" where you can shoot heroin for free. They provide sterile needles and they have nurses that will help you shoot up heroin. It's so people don't overdose on heroin. I'm sorry, but that is a load of crap!! That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. This way they can control how much people shoot up. That is just crazy. Of course it's better than having them overdose and die on the street or something. Instead of helping them shoot up, why don't you help them get off of taking heroin. That's the best thing you can do for them anyway. "It's not that easy", "they are too addicted", "they've been doing it for a really long time". That's all this world has. Excuses. If people were really sincere about doing something, they would be able to do it. It may be tough and you may want to give up, but the people who really succeed are the ones that don't give up when the going gets tough.

We have that kind of power. Jesus gave us that kind of power. We have one weapon that no one else has. The Name of Jesus. The Name that is above all names. We have to power to call the dead to life. Heroin, psh. Debt, psh. Disease, Aids, SARS, psh. Asthma, psh. Cancer, psh. Addiction, psh. They all have nothing on the Name of Jesus!! It's time for the world to stop making petty excuses, wake up, and do what we are all called to do.

It's not even the world, it's up to the Christians. I'm not even blaming the world because they know not what they do. They are blind, deceived, misinformed, abused, etc. etc. I'm talking about the Christians. Most Christian's don't even use the authority given to them. In fact, most Christians don't even believe in it. Oh well, I just had to vent I guess. I just wish everyone would correctly divide the Word of God. I don't always interpret correctly, but there are pastors and preachers that don't even interpret it right. *scream*

Just had to get that all out I guess. Anyway, I'm going to get going for today, haha. I think I've wrote enough. Take care and God Bless. Love you all very much.

Well, this week has been pretty eventful. Praise God. Even though I got some bad news from my school, that's totally ok. It seems to me that God is opening up a lot of other doors. So I'm not exactly sure where to go and what to do. I just know that I have to serve with all my heart. I have to continue to seek Him and His righteousness and everything will be added unto me. He already knows what I want and He will deliver in His time. That's when it's perfect.

I went to a new members class at my church yesterday. It was really awesome and really exciting to hear what everyone had to say. So many people with different backgrounds and upbringings all going to a new member class. It was awesome. There's so much going on at the church that I don't know about even though I've been there for a while. I can't wait to sign up for all the volunteer opportunities and service chances. I can't wait to really get involved and help out anywhere and everywhere I can.

Today was really awesome at work. I was able to preach a little bit to my co-workers. It was really neat. So many of them have catholic upbringings and some even go to church. Some are Jewish and others have no religion at all. So there's a wide varieties of people here. I just preach to whoever, hehe. They all deserve to hear the gospel and I bring them what I know and God will continue to teach them and teach me. There's one person that has a project due soon and I'm going to help her as best I can. I just want her to do well but more importantly, I want her to accurately interpret and portray the Word of God. So we'll see if God has me do anything special for her.

Alright, that's it for now. There are some other things happening to me that I'll put up some other time. hehe. Take care and God Bless. I love you all very much.

Man, this weekend was really eventful to say the least, hehe. Sunday was just awesome. Not much really happened on Saturday.

So Sunday, I woke up and went straight to church. On the way over to church. I was thinking, it was so natural for me to get up and go to church today. Like routine. I didn't even think about it. Just got up and left. It was really something. I would soon find out why it was so natural. I promise everyone that Sunday was a day specifically prepared for me. Everything was just perfect.

So I'm at church and Pastor Bagwell wasn't in. Instead, Pastor Nortoon preached. He preached about being the one. He preached about how God is the God of second chances. He preached about things that I already knew about. Yet, it was really different this time. It was like I didn't know it at all. At the end of his message, I was just weeping and crying. I had really despised the kind of person I had become. I hated the way my life was going and it just wasn't who I am. At first, he didn't give an altar call, but just prayed for people where they were. However, the Spirit really urged him to give an altar call. I was the first one up there and when I got to the altar, I just fell on my knees and was weeping. Just crying out to God. Telling Him how sorry I was and how I needed Him more than ever. Thanking Him for everything. Just on and on and on. I didn't care who saw me and I didn't care that I was on my knees and weeping like a little baby. I needed God again and I made it known publicly. It was so refreshing and so really needed. I just Praise God for that. They weren't really tears of sadness, but rather tears of refreshment, of desperation, of need. I wasn't sad at all. I was being refreshed and renewed, just like God promised He would do.

It was really neat too cause I turned in the membership papers so I would make myself an official member of the church. Even though I've been going for a long period of time already. They have a new members class this Tuesday and next Tuesday. It's a 2 day course. That is no mere coincidence. It was God who told me to sign up to become a member too so that was really cool to see. Praise God.

So after church, I stopped by Family Christian store and picked up The Best From Rebecca St. James cd. It's such an awesome cd. I can't get enough of it, hehe. Just awesome music from such an awesome sister in Christ. Praise God for her. I like the cd a lot. Just listening to it nonstop. In fact, I'm listening to it right now, haha.

So then I went to play volleyball at Chinese school as I usually do on Sundays. I won every game except for the last one cause we were already over our time limit so I just hit the ball out of bounds to end the game. We would have come back to win though. At least had a better chance of doing that anyway, haha. It was a really close game. It was fun.

After that, I went home to clean up cause I went and saw The Passion of the Christ. Such an awesome awesome movie. I didn't cry as much as I thought I would. It followed the gospel of John really well. There were some parts of the movie that weren't chronologically correct, but they did a great job of portraying what Jesus went through. Hearing people say things about the movie didn't do the movie any justice at all. People said it is really really violent. It wasn't as violent as I thought it would be. It wasn't anti-semetic at all. The Jews are still God's chosen people. They always were and they always will be. Jesus was Jewish anyway. If there is any animosity, it would be towards the Romans. For being so violent. Doesn't change my love though and it most definitely doesn't change God's love for them. The movie was intense. It wasn't so much sad for me. It was really refreshing and it made me feel really triumphant. Just unstoppable by the forces of evil. Cause Jesus wooped up the devil that day and He passed that authority onto us. I even started laughing in my car just thinking about the enemy. Just the joy of the Lord because we are more than conquerors through Christ Jesus.

I was also able to talk to Bobby before and after I saw the movie. It was great and awesome fellowship. Even though it was over the phone and on the internet. Another really cool thing that happened was a sister of mine wants me to help her study the Bible. I think that's just awesome to hear because that's what I've been wanting to do with my friends for a long time. I don't know everything, but what I do know, I love to share with people because it was awesome revelation to me and I just want to pass that on to my brothers and sisters and sinners alike. Everyone deserves to know these things.

I just have to say that I'm happy where I'm at now. It's all because of Jesus and all because of God. I'm happy with the person God's molded me to be thus far. I'm happy to be back on that straight and narrow path. Praise God. Glory to the Almighty. Thank you Father. Love you Jesus. Blessed be His Holy Name. Holy Spirit, I love you. God is good, all the time and all the time, God is good. Take care and God Bless you all abundantly. I love you all very much.