It's just not fair. God always wins. No matter what I do, I'm stuck with Him. It's how I want it and how He wants it. My flesh cries no more, but my spirit can't get enough. I see why so many people struggle and fail. I've recently hit a not so great time, hehe. I've still had a bit of joy, but it seems like I'm losing the battle. I haven't given up though. And every time I turn around, God is there again. I can't get away nor does He want me away. Besides sending Jesus to die and besides Jesus actually going through with it, He is proving His love to me all the time. And here's stupid little me, trying to run or something. My flesh is so weak. I wish it were as strong as my spirit. But the Bible is true when it says that the carnal mind fights with God. And when it says, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

Romans chapter 8 really is one of the best chapters in the Bible. I totally agree with my pastor on that one. So liberating. Whom the Son sets free is free indeed. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. Those aren't in Romans 8, but they are awesome scriptures. I don't even know what else to say. I thank God that He loves me so much that He won't ever let me go. We sing love songs that say those words all the time. God has done that with me. Everytime I've tried to run away, He will bring something or someone into my life that just totally kicks my butt so to speak. Just in a sense, makes me turn my life around. Now you may say, where's the freedom in that? That sounds more like slavery or captivity to me. Well, I've been bought with a price and technically, I really am not my own. But I've been liberated from a slave master and bought into a home and a family that lets me do what I choose. And I choose to follow my Father and my leader and walk into the destiny He has placed upon my life.

Anyway, I just want to say a big THANK YOU to all my brothers and sisters that use Xanga as an encouragement and a place where we can gather as the body of Christ. While reading through some of your sites, I've just been convicted and really blown away. I Praise God for that. Given me more hope and more joy. And as always, my best friend is always there when I need him. Not talking about the Holy Spirit, He's my best friend too. I mean Bobby. He's always there when I need him. Even though he's a few states away. Reading through some of your xanga's and listening to Bobby encourage, just makes me scream "not fair" to God. God doesn't even have to say anything to me and He still wins, hehe. It's like when you put a video game on "insanely hard" or "impossible to beat". I know those aren't real settings, but that's what they should name the settings, haha. You can't win with your methods or your ways with God. God is perfect and holy. He's going to win every time.

Don't get me wrong. I'm grateful and so glad that it is Him that wins all the time, hehe. Cause I'm not perfect just yet, hehe. But my brothers and sisters xanga sites really put tears in my eyes as did Bobby with his awesome words of encouragement. There really is life and death in the tongue. The Bible is true yet again. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth will speak. Bible wins again. Heaven and Earth shall pass away, but His Word will always remain. Love never fails. God is Love. More truth. I could go on and on with more and more scripture. I'd be here forever, hehe. Oh well, I'm so grateful that God sent us His precious word. Something that will NEVER pass away. Something that is ALWAYS true and will ALWAYS guide us no matter what circumstance we are in. It's just, it's the last place we turn to for "advice". Sad, but true also. Dang, why are people like this? blah, haha.

Alright, that's enough for today. I really need to get to bed. Pray and really repent and apologize and thank God for everything. Take care everyone and God Bless.

Wayne Hsu and Jesus

So many people left me a post/comment/eProps. It was a real blessing from God for me to get those. Thanks everyone to did. =) It really is a blessing. I'm not going to have much time to post today so I'm just going to do another survey, haha. I got this from Tian's site. So for people who read my site before hers, you may have gotten it from my site...meaning copy pasting from my site, but you really got it from Tian's site. If that makes any sense, haha. Have fun with it, hehe.

So here's the survey thingy, hehe:

Another One:
-If I were a month, I'd be... May (my birth month)
-If I were a day of the week, I'd be.... Sunday
-If I were a time of day, I'd be..... Midnight (at 12:00 with 1 second, it starts a new day)
-If I were a sea animal, I'd be.... Dolphin? haha
-If I were a direction, I'd be.... North, always going up
-If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be... a nice comfy couch, haha
-If I were a sin, I'd be... Satan
-If I were a celebrity, I'd be... Wayne Hsu!! haha
-If I were a liquid, I'd be... Grape Wine
-If I were a tree, I'd be... Fig Tree
-If I were a bird, I'd be... Eagle
-If I were a tool, I'd be... The Word of God
-If I were a flower/plant, I'd be... Spider Plant, always growing, haha
-If I were a kind of weather, I'd be... SUNNY!!
-If I were a mythical creature, I'd be... not sure....
-If I were a musical instrument, I'd be.... Guitar or Violin
-If I were an animal, I'd be... Eagle
-If I were a color, I'd be... White (having ALL colors)
-If I were an emotion, I'd be... Love as an emotion
-If I were a vegetable, I'd be... Corn
-If I were a sound, I'd be... Praise Music
-If I were an element, I'd be... Fire
-If I were a car, I'd be... ECHOO!!! haha
-If I were a song, I'd be.... "It's All About You, Jesus"
-If I were a movie, I'd be... Passion of the Christ
-If I were a book, I'd be... The Bible
-If I were a food, I'd be... The Bible
-If I were a place, I'd be... Heaven
-If I were a material, I'd be... Pearl
-If I were a taste, I'd be... Blood of Jesus
-If I were a scent, I'd be... God's presence, hehe
-If I were a religion, I'd be... Christianity, DUH!!!
-If I were a word, I'd be... Peculiar
-If I were an object, I'd be... The Bible
-If I were a body part, I'd be... Arms and hands...do they count as one? =P
-If I were a facial expression, I'd be... Love
-If I were a subject in school, I'd be... New Testament Studies
-If I were a cartoon character, I'd be... Bible Man!!! haha (not sure if it's a cartoon though) If not, then Larry the Cucumber from Veggie Tales, haha.
-If I were a shape, I'd be... Triangle?
-If I were a number, I'd be... 40

That was interesting, haha. Have fun with the survey if you plan on doing it. It gave me some comical relief for today, haha. God Bless you all.

Wayne Hsu and Jesus

Man, God is just awesome. Had a really rough start today. Just something that happened that I shouldn't have done, but oh well. Did it anyway. Still went to church and had a blast. I loved it so much. I didn't feel like Praising God because of the events that had happened in the morning, but I did it anyway.

During Praise and Worship, I said a quick prayer and God restored my joy and happiness right then and there. It was amazing. God worked so fast. I don't know why it surprised me so much. I guess I just never expected Him to work THAT fast. But He did and totally blew my socks off, hehe. I was so surprised how fast it happened. He really blessed me there and really blessed the time I had at church.

Pastor just preached another awesome message. It was so neat today during service too. The Praise and Worship was awesome, but there was a time where God told me to be quiet. To not talk, not to pray, not to sing, nothing, to just be silent. Everytime I would start to say something or pray, God would speak up through me and say, Be quiet Wayne. He then proceeded to tell me some things. Those things I'm going to keep confidential because that's what me and Him have together. That's how my relationship with Him is. There are things I will share with people and there are things that we keep between Us.

So after that, Pastor dedicated some more babies. I love the baby dedication ceremony. It's so awesome to see God's creation. To think, that everyone I know used to be that small. That tiny. That fragile. The babies are all really cute and beautiful. All of them are very similiar, yet God made them all to be different. Only someone like Him could do something like that. It's awesome. Pastor dedicated 4 babies today. Like always, Pastor will always give his little speech, that's really not so little. I really believe everyone should know what he says to these families. It's totally true and relevant. I agree with what he says 100% and not just cause he's my Pastor.

So after dedication, they do some other things. Then Pastor went on to preach his life changing message like he does every single Sunday. That still amazes me. He's been preaching for over 26 years and STILL comes every Sunday with something new, fresh, and life changing. A lot of the things he preached about I kind of new a little about. It's stuff that every believer will quote and say and agree that they believe it. Don't get me wrong, I used to be one of them. But now, it's got so much more meaning. Not because of Pastor, but because of the Holy Spirit. It was such an awesome message. It was funny today as Pastor was preaching. He would say something and the Holy Spirit would speak up from inside of me and say, "See, I told you so". I would just chuckle and say, "Yes I know Father". And go on to thank Him for teaching it to me earlier before Pastor preached.

God is just awesome. I can act like the devil one day and come to Him the next day and He will still treat me like His son. He'll discipline me, talk to me, and correct my wrongs, but I'm still His child. He'll still have fun with me, still fellowship with me like nothing ever happened. Do the things that Fathers and sons do. It's just fun. God is just awesome. I can't wait for the future.

After church today, I went out with my CARE group leaders Arnie and Jennifer Wong. Wow, they are an awesome couple. I love them so much. I understand why Pastor would pick them to be CARE group leaders. They really have that heart and they really are anointed to do so. It's just awesome. We ended up going to Country Buffet and I felt a little bad cause I eat way slower than everyone else. So they were done eating and I'm still sitting there eating while talking to them. So I felt bad that I kept them up. I just really like to enjoy my food and have some good and fun fellowship. And we did. It was really fun. It was such a blessing. Man, act like the devil in the morning and God just totally blessed me so much today. There are many more things to say, but I don't want to say them, haha. People will probably just get mad at me or something, lol. Whatever the case, God is just awesome. So much to be thankful for.

I promise everyone that I'll finish the study of love, haha. I'm doing some other things with God so I haven't had a chance to finish studying it yet. In fact, I need to go back and re-read those other posts I had on love. I still have the notes, haha. Alright, I'm off to church again. God Bless you all.

Wayne Hsu and Jesus

I found this on someone else's Xanga. I have so much to say, but not enough time to say it. So for today, I'll just post this, haha.

Spell your first name backwards]: enyaw (ENYA!!! HAHAHA)
[The story behind your Xanga username]: Just as it is. It's all for Him.
[Where do you live?]: Aurora, CO

DESCRIBE YOURSELF…
[Wallet]: Money, some cards, ID
[Shoes]: 1 pair of dress shoes and 1 pair of tennis shoes that I need to replace, haha.
[Favorite top]: nice dress shirt. If that counts as a top. =P
[Perfume/Cologne]: I use Tommy Hilfiger cologne
[Piercings]: None
[What you are wearing now]: Nice dress shirt, under shirt, kakhis, dress shoes, socks and underwear of course...I'm at work
[In my mouth]: My tongue, teeth, gums, the normal things.
[In my head]: Godly thoughts as always
[Wishing]: That the future would come faster, haha. I can't wait to do what God wants. It's great to know what it is too, haha.
[Talking to]: People at work
[Eating]: Nothing
[Some of your favorite movies]: Passsion of the Christ, Gospel of John, Left Behind I and II, Jesus, Joshua, and many many others that aren't Christian, but still clean
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Getting more involved with my awesome church, making more money cause God blessed me, seeking more of God, learning more about God and His Word, many many other things for God too
[The last thing you ate?]: Bag of potato chips and Ramen Noodles
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Nothing, God hasn't given us a spirit of fear, so I don't have a fear, haha.
[Do you believe in love]:  OF COURSE!! God is Love
[Do you believe in soul mates]: I guess so. I'm not sure I'd call it soul mates, haha. But there is someone just for me.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: I suppose. If you love everyone already, does that count?
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: Most definitely
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: either a Siberian Tiger or maybe a pack of beautiful Wolves, hehe.
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: Ice cream, cookies, or chips. Doesn't happen often though, haha. In fact, it's very rare, lol
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: God's Word

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU…
[Cried?]: Nope
[Bought something?]: Not yet, I will after work though, haha.
[Gotten sick]: Nope
[Sang?]: Yeah
[Eaten?]: Yeah
[Been kissed?]: Nope
[Felt stupid?]: Nope
[Told someone you loved them, but didn't?]:  Never will do that
[Met someone new?]: Not in the last 24 hours, haha.
[Moved on?]: To deeper things of God yes, hehe.
[Hugged someone?]: Nope
[Fought with your parents]: Nah, I don't really fight with them anymore.
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]: Nope, I won't do that anymore

SOCIAL LIFE…
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend?]: Not now, Thank God for that.
[What type automobile do you wish you drove?]: One that God blesses me with. Oh wait, I already drive that one, Praise God
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: Depends on the friends and depends on the date. If the date is with my future wife, I say date. Cause that's the only time I'm going to date, haha. And if it's my best friend, I'll bring him and his gf with me on my date. Make it a 4 person date. Otherwise, my best friend.
[Where is the best hangout?]: The best is always in my room alone with God or just me and my best friend fellowshipping. Other hang out would be Church!!!, Live Studio or movies or something like that.
[Do you have a job?]: Yeah, and boy, is that an awesome testimony in itself and what has happened in the job too, God is so good.
[Do you like being around people?]: Yeah, I love it a lot, but it doesn't beat time with God.

WHO…
[Have you known the longest]: Next to my family, it would be my best friend
[Do you argue the most with?]: No one. I try not to argue anymore. If people don't want to listen, I'll just stop talking. It's up to them if they want to live victoriously, haha.
[Do you always get along with?]: BOBBY!!! hahaha. God of course!!!
[Is the most trustworthy?]: Bobby and God.
[Makes you laugh the most?]: Bobby. God makes me laugh sometimes with the things He tells me.

PERSONAL…
[Who is your role model?]: Jesus, Bobby, Pastor Tim Bagwell, other Pastors, Awesome leaders, hehe.
[Have you ever had a crush on someone u couldn't have]: Yeah, but Praise God I'm delivered of that junk
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: Yeah, wishing they knew the truth
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: I'm not going after anyone just yet, but she has to be very specific. Too much to list. It's cool cause I know God has her picked out. As specific as I want. And I'm sure I am exactly who she wants too.
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?]: Yeah, but I can't remember who anymore. I forgive everyone for they know not what they do.
[Rather be dumper or dumped?]: Definitely Dumped. I hope I never have to dump anyone. Such a bad word.
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: Relationship just like with God
[Want someone you don't have right now?]: No, Thank God!!
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: Nope, I don't think I've ever had a best female friend.
[Do you want to get married?]: Of course
[Do you want kids?]: Of course
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time]: Nope
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: Hopefully it's Jesus that shines forth
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: That I don't trust my emotions
[Are you happy with you?]: Yes and no. Yes because I love who I am. No because I don't want to remain where I am.
[Are you happy with your life?]: Yes and no. Yes because I love my life. No because I just want to go do what God has called me to do.

Alright, done with the survey. I liked doing this one, haha. Praise God. I'm going to change my finish from now on. I saw someone else do it on there xanga and I like it, hehe. I'll put my own thing to it, but it really just says everything I think. Here it is, hehe.

Wayne Hsu/Jesus

Well, reading more people's xanga's. All I have to say is y...e...a...h... Not everyone, but a lot of people are all down and out. Tired with school, tired with life, tired with people. Man, one on hand, I can't believe how so many people are going through so many things. But on the other hand, I know exactly why they are. It's so interesting comparing people's lives sometimes. And I'm not one to compare at all. My parents still compare me to my friends, haha. It's funny when they do too. I know everyone has their troubles, their times of happiness, their times of sorrow. They are always going up and going down. In words of a Christian, they call life a roller coaster ride. I mentioned a while back that I don't go up and down, but rather, those times are flatline times. And man, is it more and more evident everday.

My life isn't a roller coaster ride. My life is glorious. I love my life her on earth. Don't get me wrong, I can't wait to get to heaven, but at this point in time, I enjoy being here on earth. I can still have a close, personal, deep, loving, intimate, Father/son relationship with God right here on earth. When I get to heaven, it will just be even more intimate, Praise God. That's why I think it's interesting comparing lives. My life isn't easier than anyone elses life. Man, I already know I'm going to offend some people now, haha. Praise God. I'll offend everyone, lol.

The world is struggling. I'm not surprised that people who don't believe and trust in God are struggling. Without God, we can't truly love. Without God, it's hard work for prosperity. Without God, we can't have real peace. Without God, we can't have real security. Without God, we can't have joy. Without God, we can't have freedom. Without God, life may not be impossible, but if you want life to be awesome, great, grand, glorious, etc, it'll either take God Himself, or extremey hard work. And even then, there's no true joy or peace or even happiness at times. There are people happily living that don't know God. Although they may be happy, there's no peace, there's no joy. I think it's funny how people will diss on God, make fun of God, and run from God. Then go on to have a not so great life. Now that's not everyone. You can be successful without God. But the word load involved is much much more than with God, haha. I don't say that just cause, I say that out of experience. I have an awesome testimony with my job right now and I know that this isn't where God wants me to be for the rest of my life. He has bigger and better plans for me. But that doesn't mean He can't give me a great position in the company for while I'm here. Which He HAS!! hahaha.

Not just the world, but Christian's too. They blame God when things don't go their way. They blame God when one bad thing happens. They leave God cause someone else in the church hurts them. They blame God when other people are getting blessed. They blame God when people don't love them. They blame God when their love life isn't going well. They blame God when their marriage is falling apart. I could go on and on. Then when you look at their lifestyle, it's no different from the world. It's no different than sinners. There's no holiness. There's no reverence. They don't pray, they don't read the bible. Then they blame God for things that could easily have been avoided had they listened to God and read His Word. As the Bible would say, they left their first love. I can stand here today and say that I can't blame God for ANYTHING bad in my life. I Praise God for the hard times. I Praise God for the good times. I Praise God for the awesome times. I Praise God for the times where I'm blessed and for the times where I may not have received as much as someone else. I Praise God when a brother or sister gets a blessing. I Praise God when a friend has a baby. I Praise God for all the wonderful things in my life. I Praise God for my family even though I'm the only believer. I Praise God for the wonderful church He's told me to stay at. I Praise God for everything in my life. Good times and bad. It's only because I know who I am in Christ. My relationship with God is at that point. It doesn't matter what happens to me, I know God has a plan and I'm excited for the bad times. Those are the times where I really must seek God to find out what to do. And after I know what to do, the bad time really isn't a bad time anymore, haha. It turns into a great time with God.

Now that I've just offended everyone and made an enemy of everyone, haha, I'll explain why. I'm sick and tired of people making fun of the God I love and the God that loves them and then turning around and blaming God for bad things in their life. I'm sick and tired of people trying to figure God out with their natural minds and can easily trust a person to do something, but can't trust the Almighty God who created the earth. Not to mention all the Christians who live an unGodly life and aren't willing to spend time with God, who pray and pray amiss as the Bible would say, they start criticising God and trying to tell Him how to be God. Give me a break.... People need to really repent and get right with God. A sermon's not going to do it. Complaining isn't going to do it. The only thing that's going to do it is not even a thing. It's a who. And that who is the Holy Spirit.

I can't sit here and list all the bad things going wrong. To be honest, I know there are bad things in my life, I know there are struggles in my life. But to be 100% honest, I don't know what they are. I can't recall when the last time I screwed up. I can't recall the last time I said something wrong. Why? Because God doesn't want us to be focusing on those things. We need to focus on Him. When we do, it doesn't matter what we've done wrong. We won't even see or remember what we do wrong. Just God, His greatness, His goodness. Not to mention that He has promised to help us through everything. When your focus is God and not the problem, you forget the problem and God takes care of it for you. Praise God!!!

Anyway, onto other things, haha. I'm getting baptized tonight. I'm doing it because God told me to do it again. It's for a specific reason and a specific purpose. I'm excited. I know that God has something special planned for me when I follow Him and what He has to say. I've learned, hehe. Praise God!! I should be finishing my love study soon. I've learned so much myself from it. I wonder if anyone else has gotten anything from it. It doesn't really matter I guess. I learned tons from God when I studied it, hehe. So I'm very happy with what God has shown me and with what God has called me to do. Praise His Holy Name!!

Well, I'm enjoying my life, haha. Praise God for my life. I'm really excited for everything. I normally would post what's going on. I'm not going to this time. Everytime I have something awesome happen in my life. I tell everyone. I can't do that all the time. I'm going to tell the people who are ready to hear it. Who's going to celebrate with me. Those few people are my best friend definitely. My CARE group pastors. They are awesome. My Pastor himself, he understands the power of God and who God is. I love it. Which reminds me, I need to put my testimony in the chuch email address. It's that awesome I want to let the Pastor know that what he preaches really makes an impact and it sticks. Yeah, I'm going to do that. hehe. Praise God!!

Well, I know I did a lot of bashing today. It's just I know that God hates sin. And the more I hear about things, the more I get defensive of God cause I know that it's not God that does it. Not to mention when you continue pursuing God, you'll start loving the things He loves and hating the things He hates. So that's just me. Take care all. I love you all very much. I only say things cause I want to help. I don't hate anyone. I still love everyone. More importantly, God loves you all very much.

Man, God is awesome. His grace and mercy abound forever and forever. Praise God! haha. I'm just having the best time at work. I really understand what it means to have favor now, haha. Pastor's or rather, God's Words have really been sown into my spirit and I really understand it now. Gosh it's awesome. I'm learning more and more about this place of business everyday. Today I just learned how to run a show. Something that is totally another person's job. It was awesome. I don't mean that the other person is getting fired or anything cause she's a great employee. It's just another skill I have now. Everytime they teach me something new, I become even more of an asset to them. So I just thank God for bringing me this job to begin with. Then as I pray more and more for this job, God just increases my favor with the boss and the people higher up. I love it, haha.

This is just so interesting I thought I'd share with everyone, haha. I was talking to a friend about God. She still has some questions about God and Christianity and that's all good and awesome. The interesting thing is that we started talking about our friends and the people closest to us. For me, I love everyone and then it becomes deeper as I become friends with them. In any case, I realize more and more that the devil can't target me anymore. He can't touch me cause I have God on my side. So the devil is going after those closest to me. The funny thing is, God has me pray for every single person that the devil has tried something against. I just think that's the funniest thing. The devil can't attack me or hurt me, so he tries for the people closest to me, and he can't do that either cause I'm praying for them and God is protecting them too, haha. That is just awesome. Praise God!!

I had an awesome dream last night. It was amazing. I wonder if God is going to give me the interpretation. I remember it pretty vividly. It was a really graphic dream and the Words that God spoke in the dream I'm never going to forget. It was just amazing. Praise God!! This is what I love about God teaching me. He doesn't use my failures or tests or trials to teach me. I'm learning just fine by spending time with Him and letting Him minister to me. I'm learning just fine through prayer, reading. I'm learning just fine through everyday things. I don't understand why so many Christians think that God uses trials or tests to teach them something. Don't get me wrong, God will teach you something if you go through those and if you are willing to learn. But that doesn't mean He allowed the test/trial, or He gave it to you. I don't know. There are a lot of things that I still want to learn about trials and tests. I've heard many things from Pastors. They are all men of God so I don't know who really is right and who isn't. In judging the Pastors, they really are men of God. They preach the truth about God's Word. So it's like, who do you listen to? It's time to take it up with Dad Himself. Ask Him directly what it's all about.

This week so far has been great. God is awesome, my friends are awesome, people are just beautiful. I love everyone. I can safely say that without any hint of selfishness at all. Gosh, God is just soo good all the time. And all the time, God is good. He knows nothing else but to be good. I love being His child. His son. Thank you Father!!! hehe.

I guess that's it for now. Take care all of you. For those of you that are my friends. Stay strong. If there's any trouble, talk to God. He'll have me pray for you. I love to pray anyway so it all works out. God Bless you all abundantly the same way He has me. I love you all very much. More importantly, God loves you all very much.

Man, I've been soo busy this past weekend. It seemed like it never ended, haha. So much to do and so little time to do it. Especially this weekend, haha.

It was a great weekend. Had a lot of fun, learned a lot of new things, God really taught me some new things, Pastor preached another awesome message, was in tears afterwards, helped out tons, moved huge things. Yeah, eventful.

Let's go down one by one, haha. Tom's birthday was a blast. We all started out at Dim Sum. I felt so bad for King's Land cause of our party. I'm definitely organizing it next time, haha. Tom had originally made reservations for 10 people. I was like, no way. So he changed it to 15, haha. So I get there, and then more and more people start showing up. I'm like....we are going to have more than 15 people. Good thing the people next to us were almost done eating. So we got there table connected to ours before everyone got there. We had a party of almost 20 people. Tom, I'll organize next time. *sigh* haha. After Dim Sum at King's Land, we all went to Live Studio for karaoke. That was a mistake. It doesn't open till 5 pm!!! We got there at like 3. I'm definitely organizing next time. The owners got there an hour early to open up for us. So that was nice of them. Sang for a long time, haha. About 4 hours if they were counting right, haha. Then we all went to Fazoli's across the street for a little dinner. And a few of us went to DreamNet to play some computer games. That was Saturday.

Now Sunday was a very interesting day. My aunt and uncle came in from Taiwan. It's exciting to have them here. So the day starts out all normal, I go to church. The coolest thing is, a lady named Kim called me from church Thursday night and asked me to help out this Sunday. So I go and help out. They told me that it was helping set up for Easter. That's all good. Till I get there. There were 6 of us. Working on preparing like 3000 Easter eggs. Yeah, it was crazy. It was a lot of fun though. Met some new people. Got my name out there a bit more. They said they were going to call me a lot to help out. I can't wait. Praise God!! I want them to call me as much as possible so I can help out. It amazed me that there were only 6 people there working on this project. It's like, this church is huge, the pastor is just an awesome preacher, the people there are so loving, but then there's only 6 of us working on this thing. It's like, where is everyone? I was so excited to come help out because I wanted to give back to a church that's given me so much. And I know that I'm not alone in the fact that the church has given me so much. And I was no baby Christian when I first came to the church. So it's not like I don't know anything and learning new things every week. I'm mature in Christ and there are things that I know that other Christians don't know and STILL learning new things. Praise God!! He's awesome.

So I get home from church at about 6 pm, haha. My parents got a new set of couches for our aunt and uncle that came in. We had to move them in. They were HEAVY!! The long couch took 4 of us to move. I moved the loveseat with my two brothers, that wasn't too bad. They were heavy. It was cool too, we played some hockey with the neighborhood kids just like old times. Except not cause we were really bad people in our earlier years, haha. We had a lot of fun playing hockey. Still got my skills Scored some pretty cool goals. Even I was surprised, haha. Praise God. Just had a good time playing hockey again, hehe.

God is just so awesome. Pastor's message this Sunday was just amazing. Things that I never thought about to study. It was just amazing. Helps me understand the apostle Paul more too. It was awesome, haha. I can't wait for next Sunday to hear the next message in the series, hehe. The best part of next Sunday...it's EASTER!! Praise God. The next best thing, Lisa is going to church with me. She's awesome. Anyway, I'm so excited. Sunday is definitely the best day of the week. It's so important. It really helps me understand the Sabbath now. I understand why God had made it a holy day. It really helps me get re-energized for the next week. It helps me get my mind off of my work and everyday life. So it's soo awesome. I love it. Praise God for Sundays. =) I can't wait to just go home and spend time with God and in His Word. He's just given me such an appetite. I can't wait to do things with Him. I've been praying and praying and it's like, everything right now in my life is just perfect. I'm meeting the people God wants me to meet. I'm praying for things that I know need prayer for. God tells me who to pray for specifically. I pray a lot more now cause I love doing it. God's word is becoming so fun to read again. I'm loving it. Praise God!!

Alright, I guess that's it for today, haha. As one of my friends put it, I'm writing a book. haha. I'm very happy with this book so far. This book of life is just going to get better and better. Praise God!! I'll put up the study on love soon. Not sure what God wants me to do tonight, hehe. It's always different with Him. I love it. Take care and God Bless you all abundantly. Love you all lots. God loves you all even more.

ALRIGHT!! Back to the study of Love. I LOVE IT!! haha. Praise God. I had so much fun last night spending time with God. =)

OK. So far I've defined what love is. Gone through each thing and defined each of the words.

So the question is How do we walk in love? In order to walk in love, we have to be connected to the creator of love, but more importantly, to the source of it. Just like a computer or a TV can't be turned on unless it's plugged in. We have to be plugged into our source of power and love.
~~I John 4:8 "God is love"
~~John 15:4 "Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
So How do we get connected?
~~James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and He will draw nigh to you."
When we draw near to Him, then He draws near to us. We make the first move. We make that choice to draw near to Him. Getting connected and staying connected all depends if we choose to do so. Another reason why love is a choice.
~~Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh." Praise God for that
Well, the question is now, why is all that important?
~~Romans 8:5 "For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit."
~~Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
What are the deeds of the body or flesh and what are the deeds of the Spirit? That would be what we need to know now.
~~Galatians 5:19-21 "19.Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are [these]; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, 20. Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, 21. Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told [you] in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God."
That's what the flesh will produce. It doesn't matter if you are a beliver or not. That's what our flesh is like. That's what sin does to us. How do we get away from all that? By living in the Spirit. by living in Love. What are the deeds of the Spirit?
~~Galations 5:22-23 "22. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, 23. Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."
The first piece of the fruit of the Spirit is...WHAT DO YOU KNOW?!....it's love. Love will lead to all the other ones. There's a reason why some things are written before others. Doesn't necessarily means that what is first is more important than the rest. it's just in this case, Love will lead to everything else. ~I Corinthians 13:8~ "Love never fails." If love never fails, and you start with love, nothing else is going to fail you either, Praise God!!

I remind you all once again:
~~I Corinthians 13:4-8 "4.Charity suffereth long, [and] is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8. Charity never faileth"

Father, I pray in the Name of Jesus that you give everyone a similiar experience you gave me. Teach them to minister in love. Teach them all about love. You can teach them better than I ever could. Father, I thank you for the Words you gave me to put down. I thank you for all you've been teaching me and working in me. I ask that you continue to mold me and form me. I know it will hurt just like gold being purified in the fire, but I'm 100% ready for everything. Because You are the One that prepares me for the fire and puts me through the fire that I may be purified. Thank You Jesus. I Worship You, I Praise You, and I Love You. I ask that you continue to do what you came to do Holy Spirit. You are beautiful and I Love You. I thank You for all you're doing. I ask that Your Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. In Jesus Name I pray, AMEN!!


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