April 18, 2004

• Man, God is just awesome. Had a really rough start today. Just something that happened that I shouldn't have done, but oh well. Did it anyway. Still went to church and had a blast. I loved it so much. I didn't feel like Praising God because of the events that had happened in the morning, but I did it anyway.

  
  

  During Praise and Worship, I said a quick prayer and God restored my joy and happiness right then and there. It was amazing. God worked so fast. I don't know why it surprised me so much. I guess I just never expected Him to work THAT fast. But He did and totally blew my socks off, hehe. I was so surprised how fast it happened. He really blessed me there and really blessed the time I had at church.

  
  

  Pastor just preached another awesome message. It was so neat today during service too. The Praise and Worship was awesome, but there was a time where God told me to be quiet. To not talk, not to pray, not to sing, nothing, to just be silent. Everytime I would start to say something or pray, God would speak up through me and say, Be quiet Wayne. He then proceeded to tell me some things. Those things I'm going to keep confidential because that's what me and Him have together. That's how my relationship with Him is. There are things I will share with people and there are things that we keep between Us.

  
  

  So after that, Pastor dedicated some more babies. I love the baby dedication ceremony. It's so awesome to see God's creation. To think, that everyone I know used to be that small. That tiny. That fragile. The babies are all really cute and beautiful. All of them are very similiar, yet God made them all to be different. Only someone like Him could do something like that. It's awesome. Pastor dedicated 4 babies today. Like always, Pastor will always give his little speech, that's really not so little. I really believe everyone should know what he says to these families. It's totally true and relevant. I agree with what he says 100% and not just cause he's my Pastor.

  
  

  So after dedication, they do some other things. Then Pastor went on to preach his life changing message like he does every single Sunday. That still amazes me. He's been preaching for over 26 years and STILL comes every Sunday with something new, fresh, and life changing. A lot of the things he preached about I kind of new a little about. It's stuff that every believer will quote and say and agree that they believe it. Don't get me wrong, I used to be one of them. But now, it's got so much more meaning. Not because of Pastor, but because of the Holy Spirit. It was such an awesome message. It was funny today as Pastor was preaching. He would say something and the Holy Spirit would speak up from inside of me and say, "See, I told you so". I would just chuckle and say, "Yes I know Father". And go on to thank Him for teaching it to me earlier before Pastor preached.

  
  

  God is just awesome. I can act like the devil one day and come to Him the next day and He will still treat me like His son. He'll discipline me, talk to me, and correct my wrongs, but I'm still His child. He'll still have fun with me, still fellowship with me like nothing ever happened. Do the things that Fathers and sons do. It's just fun. God is just awesome. I can't wait for the future.

  
  

  After church today, I went out with my CARE group leaders Arnie and Jennifer Wong. Wow, they are an awesome couple. I love them so much. I understand why Pastor would pick them to be CARE group leaders. They really have that heart and they really are anointed to do so. It's just awesome. We ended up going to Country Buffet and I felt a little bad cause I eat way slower than everyone else. So they were done eating and I'm still sitting there eating while talking to them. So I felt bad that I kept them up. I just really like to enjoy my food and have some good and fun fellowship. And we did. It was really fun. It was such a blessing. Man, act like the devil in the morning and God just totally blessed me so much today. There are many more things to say, but I don't want to say them, haha. People will probably just get mad at me or something, lol. Whatever the case, God is just awesome. So much to be thankful for.

  
  

  I promise everyone that I'll finish the study of love, haha. I'm doing some other things with God so I haven't had a chance to finish studying it yet. In fact, I need to go back and re-read those other posts I had on love. I still have the notes, haha. Alright, I'm off to church again. God Bless you all.

  
  

  Wayne Hsu and Jesus

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