March 8, 2005

• Wow, last night was soo much fun. What did I do last night you ask? Maybe you don't ask, lol. Maybe you don't care, it doesn't matter, hehe. I'm going to say what I did, lol.

  
  

  So last night, I get home from work, pretty tired. I walk into my room and it was just very nice and relaxing. So I lay down on my bed and of course, our dog follows me up to my room and lays down on my bed next to me, hehe. The pets love my room for whatever reason, lol. Actually, I do know why they love my room, but I'm just not going to say, lol. Our dog is so cute, hehe. So I end up dozing off while petting the dog. I nap for 1.5 hours. I wake up around 7 or so. Teddy came over for a lil bit and xiao, him and me chat for a little bit. Joke around, it was funny, lol. Teddy wanted to watch Shark Tale...wow, what a child. =P I'm just messing Teddy, I'm still a kid at heart too, hehe. But Xiao wanted to see Finding Nemo first. Yeah, another child. My gosh...I'm friends with a bunch of KIDS!! =P hahaha. Yes, I love it and I love them. ^_^

  
  

  Xiao had some work to finish so they watched the movie a little later. I say they because I didn't join them. Instead, I stayed in my room, cranked up my Praise and Worship music, and I spent all night with God. Wow....not only was it a blessing, I learned some new things and it was just a fun time with God. The presence of God was just beautiful. It wasn't as strong as how it used to be at my apartment or at church, but I could tell His presence was just slowly invading my room. I know that this is just the beginning and that I'll learn how to access His presence even faster and faster. That's where everything I need is located anyway, right in His presence. The faster I can get into His presence, the faster I can get things taken care of or answered. Now that may sound selfish, but God wants to spend that time with me even more than I could ever want to spend that time with Him. No matter how much I want to spend time with Him...His want to spend time with me will ALWAYS be greater. Not to mention that so much comes with His presence.

  
  

  By the end of the night, I was on my knees and down on the ground because of His glory. It was getting harder to stay standing because of His presence and the fact that I was in prayer and humbling myself before our Almighty God. I don't think I've ever prayed like the way I prayed last night. It was just an intense, serious, time of prayer. But it was fun at the same time. Prayer was fun, hard to imagine huh? A serious prayer being fun? How does that work? Because you are praying God's will and you know that He will answer your prayers. I spent most of the night praying in english, didn't really touch on tongues too much. When I was "stuck" and didn't know what to say next, i jumped into tongues to finish out my prayers. It was just a great time of prayer. I didn't even get to pray about everything I wanted to. But the things I did pray on were the things and people that took precedence over my own wants. It's so awesome to pray for others even when you yourself have tons of things to pray about. And I do have a lot of things to pray about, but I felt more at peace when I would pray for someone else, hehe. Thank you Jesus.

  
  

  I didn't get to spend any time in the Word either last night, but like I said, it's just the beginning and I took that unintended, but obviously much needed nap, hehe. In some ways I think it's better that I took that nap. That way I wouldn't have fallen asleep while Praising God. Which I have done a few times in the past. But Praise God, I'm forgiven and the things of the past are just that, in the past and need to be forgotten. He has, why should I remember them? =)

  
  

  Well, that's it for now. Tonight I know it will be just as fun. I won't have as much time again cause I have to take my mom home from work, hehe. And most likely, I'll be staying at home for dinner. We'll see, I'd like to just drop her off and head back. Eat at my place and spend time with God again, hehe. I can't wait to get back to my room, hehe.

  
  

  Take care everyone. Once again, good luck to you all who have tests and homework. Study hard, work hard and you'll be rewarded. =) God loves you all and I pray that God blesses each and every one of you in all aspects of your life. Praise God. Amen.

  
  

  Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

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