Everyone is using the word yoink now....first time I heard it was with Teddy and Ivo....wow we know a lot of people guys. :-p

MY TURN!! I'm bored, waiting for my game to install. No, it's not a new game, hehe.

10 Years Ago
1. I was unpopular (wait...still am)
2. Actually did well in school and cared about my grades
3. Been best friends with my best friend for 3 years

5 Years Ago
1. GRADUATING!! sorta...over the summer, never went through ceremony. (kinda regret it)
2. Went off to college...and did horrible.
3. Was part of a multi-cultural dance troupe. Go PhantAsia!! ^_^

2 Years Ago
1. Started hanging out with Teddy and Ivo...what was I thinking? love you guys, hehe.
2. Still thinking about a certain person.
3. Still doing college...just community now, haha.

1 Year Ago
1. Grew extremely close with some awesome brothers.
2. SHOULD'VE graduated college if I did well *sigh*
3. Learning more about God.

Yesterday
1. Went out to dinner with my family to a new restaurant. Good food, horrible service. Grandpa is going back to Taiwan...maybe for good. I hope my mom is ok.
2. Went to work...oh wait, that's everyday, lol. 
3. Had a great night with God.

Today
1. Woke up at 5 am and had an AWESOME time with God in the shower. <--strange maybe, but the revelation He showed me was amazing. 
2. Took a loooong shower, haha. about 45 minutes...yikes!! hehe
3. Started watching a movie with Teddy and Ivo, but they had to go to do hw or study or something so we turned it off for now. YES!! go responsibility, hehe.

Tomorrow
1. IS FRIDAY!!
2. Going karaoke at night
3. Hopefully I can get a haircut, hehe. Teddy/Ivo. "Tao: so you're ditching him?!" YES YOU DID!! Bastards. :-p

1 Year From Now
1. I wanna be in China, studying or working. or both, hehe. Or maybe even more God willing.
2. Still working and hopefully back in school somewhere.
3. Making Chinese Heritage Camp a better place.

2 Years From Now
1. China...definitely China.
2. Hopefully have found my future wife. *prays hard*
3. In some kind of leadership position within ministry

5 Years From Now
1. Having an awesome relationship with my future wife.
2. Planning on getting married as well as starting a ministry.
3. Have my whole family saved.

10 Years From Now
1. Be in full time ministry.
2. Have at least 1 child
3. Be so close to God that nothing else phases me or matters.

I didn't "yoink" it. I just used it. lol. Hope you enjoyed it and feel free to use it on your own xangas. HA!! like I have any control over that, lol. Take care everyone. I'm going to go game, then read my Bible, pray and go to bed. Have a great night everyone. God Bless. ^_^ Thinking of you Charn Tieng and still praying for you sweetheart. Hope things are better now. Take care.

Found this on another's site.

The Lord is so wonderful. Everytime I screw up....which can be quite often sometimes, He always manages to pull me back in. The think Bible says that God pursues us with His love. I can't remember the exact verse so I'm not 100% sure it's in there, hehe. But it ought to be because for the past week or so...God has really pursued me with His love. Like He does everytime I start to slip away. I hit a real rough patch in my life. I did something that I really should have waited on God to do. But me...being stupid and impatient, acted recklessly because I wanted something at that precise moment. Well, I got what I wanted...but it cost me a lot. Money, time, my relationship with God, my joy among other things.

What am I talking about you may ask? Or you may not, hehe. This very thing I'm using to type this entry. That's right...my new computer. Hard to believe? maybe, it's just a machine, something we use. Yes, but this machine costs money...quite a bit of money, that I didn't have enough of at that point in time, but I wanted it so bad...it just caught my attention and my desire to want the computer surpassed the wisdom I should've used in buying it. Does that mean this computer isn't given to me by God? No...God wanted me to have the computer...how do I know? I talked to Him about it. He revealed to me what I did wrong and what He wanted to do for me. It was so convicting, lol.

So here's the story. So I see this awesome computer at Best Buy down in Aurora because I'm killing time before something, I forget what. So I talk to the guy to see if the Golden store carried it because I really wanted to get it. I had gotten my new job by then so I had the income to support it. He said yes so I'm like sweet, I'll go and check it out sometime. So the next week, I talked to my friend to see if he could let me borrow some money for the machine cause I didn't have enough that day, but I really wanted it. He said that I'd probably have to wait for it because of school  materials he had to spend money on. So I was a little bummed. So I stayed on my laptop and was thinking as I was chatting. Thinking through my funds. And when I put the math together, if I wrote a check, it normally takes a few days to process and my next paycheck will have gone in and I would have enough for the computer. So I decided to go ahead and buy the computer.

Alright...so here's the stupid thing. Here's what I did wrong. I didn't double check to make sure my bank account was where I thought it was. I didn't trust and ask the Lord if it was ok to even go ahead and purchase the computer. I should've been in prayer for such a huge purchase. We often forget that our money is not our own. Just because God only wants us to tithe 10% of it, doesn't mean that's all that belongs to Him. It's ALL His why? Because He gave us the abilities to do our jobs. The talents, the skills needed, the determination, the drive to do well, all comes from Him. So without Him, we wouldn't have the job in the first place. Anyway, back to me and my stupid self. So I go to Best Buy and purchase the computer. I think I tricked myself or justified myself with my thoughts. Whatever the case, I should NOT have purchased the computer at that time.

So what happened as a result of my irresponsible actions? Well, my bank account is very low. To the point where on my rent check, it came back as NSF. If you don't know what that means, I hope you never find out the hard way, but it's Insufficient Funds. Don't ask me how they got NSF, hehe. On one hand, I was surprised when I heard, on the other, it was almost like God was telling me that it was going to be there when I came back. So right now, I have no money, I haven't eaten lunch in 2 weeks. I don't really eat dinner except whatever I can scrounge from our kitchen, hehe. It's really sad. I really know what it feels like to be homeless and hungry now. <---see, God always will do things in all situations. My bank account is negative. Number isn't important...it's just got a minus sign in front of it.

So lots have happened because of this computer. My funds dropped super low. Staying up late to play games with friends or by myself so my sleep habits have been thrown off. Been late to work a few times as a result of being up late. So naturally, tired at work and not performing like I should be. Falling away from God because I just want to play my games. No money because I spent it all on my computer. Hit a rough spot because I started stressing about money situations. And I refuse to ask my parents for help. They don't need that extra stress on them. And they've supported me all this time, if I can help it, I won't ask them. Teddy and Ivo understand that, hehe. You don't think so much can happen from one small thing huh? It's funny how tests and trials come your way when you start to "complain" or even "boast" about certain things. Interesting enough I just talked about being irresponsible not too long ago and what happens? Thrown into a situation to be responsible and I screw it up...oh God...thank You for your forgiveness again.

But Thank GOD again!! for the people He's put into my life. They really helped me out with my financial situation. On one hand, I hate asking people for money, which is why asking my friend for money for the computer was so stupid. On the other hand, it was a very humbling experience. And if everything goes right now....my bank account should be back up in the positives by this Thursday and my debt to my apartment will be paid off thanks to my friends. So Thank God again for provision.

Thank You ALL for your encouraging comments. I try to do what I can for God, but without His grace, I can do nothing. And I'd like to think I'm strong in the Lord, and I might be...but even the best of us screw up. That's like a million messages right there, haha. Messages = preaching. I love to preach, hehe. Gotta start living more like the Lord though. He's been encouraging me through many messages today. A lot of things I've heard a million times over and yet it was fresh and new today. Praise God!!

Take care all of you and I apologize for screwing up, but I'm not perfect. I'm sorry for anyone if I've gotten on your case about something and turned around and started being hippocritical. That's what happens when your relationship with God starts to dwindle. *sigh* Anyway...thank you for your prayers if you are praying for me. Some people are just placed on your hearts and you pray for them without them ever knowing. I don't know who is praying for me, and I know some people who are, but I thank you from the bottom of my heart if you are and I don't know you are. If I never thank you personally, God will reward you for your faithfulness to Him, not to me, hehe.

God Bless you all!!!

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

I may never understand the fullness of God's love, but He shows it to me everyday and all the time. Thank You Lord and help me to understand those deep mysteries of Your being. Amen.

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I know you all are great and encourage me. Please don't feel bad for me though. It was something brought on by myself and this isn't something that should be felt sorry for. I screwed up and God has been working, hehe. Things will work out because God is on the job. =) I know you all mean well, but don't apologize, hehe. It's not me being mean, but it's me being harsh on myself. And it's God's correction in my life in this particular area. Hallelujah God loves me, hehe. God Bless you all. ^_^

God is such a wonderful God. So amazing. When I think He's not there anymore...He's closer than I can ever imagine. Just this morning....another amazing, beautiful, and glorious sunrise. I was hearing some things being said about hurricane Katrina. To be totally honest...I was getting sick of hearing about it. I mean...everywhere you look, everything anyone talks about is hurricane Katrina. I started getting a really bad attitude about the situation. Just like...get over it people, it happened, big deal. Stupid stupid me not even knowing the real extent of what has happened nor being even near to the incident. I can't say anything negative about something I don't know. You can't talk to people about something you know nothing about. This hurricane seems to have been the biggest ever. So much damage. Both physically and emotionally. That hurricane has really taken it's toll.

I really didn't want to hear about the hurricane anymore, like I said, I was just getting a really bad attitude. Not having a heart of compassion like God wants me to have. So what happens? God works. The next song that came on K-love was a new one I had never heard. I think it might have been sung by Third Day or Mercy Me. I don't know, I could be way off, but that's not the point. The song was a song for the victims of Hurricane Katrina, kind of an ode to them. That's the right word right? hehe. But the song was very uplifting and encouraging, but at the same time...it had parts of President Bush's speeches as well as some interviews with the first hand victims. I couldn't hold back, the conviction was way too strong and I just burst into tears. Repenting of my poor attitude as well as for the sin in my life. When God works...He doesn't do things halfway, He really does it all.

There's a xanga site that I found a while back that has some awesome stories and fun little things on it about God. How "ironic" and "coincidental" that the person's post was the exact same thing that God dealt with me about this morning. Amazing huh? Here's the link: http://www.xanga.com/GTR4eternity13mom . You all should check back at the xanga periodically. There's some awesome stuff on there. I don't know where the author gets it all, hehe. Actually, I probably do know, yes...from the Lord Himself. ^_^

So Chinese Heritage Camp was awesome-o. I wish my friends that didn't get in were able to go. They didn't get in because of an excess of counselors. What made me mad was about a dozen or more counselors called out saying they couldn't make it. Holy crap people...if you can't commit to 3 days...DON'T!! There are others who really wanted to do it and who would be GREAT counselors that didn't get in cause you had a spot. People need to be more responsible. I think that's even a question on the application. Can you commit to these 3 days? Ugh...makes me mad. I was told that I should've just brought them because some groups ended up being shorthanded. That sucked, but most everyone did a great job. Before camp had started...I had a really bad feeling about camp. I didn't know why or what about. Well...I found out on Sunday night what that bad feeling was. A prank that was taken way too far. I'm not going to go into detail because that's not the point. The prank should never have been done...at least that prank, if it was just something funny and harmless, that's fine with me. But this was horrible, damage to people's cars as well as camp property. Have you counselors no respect? And these are the SAME counselors that are leading the children. What kind of example is that for the kids?

A lot of people say that we humans are good by nature. I've said it once and I'll say it again...we are all children of wrath and rebellion. We aren't inherently good. If we are all that way by nature...how are we going to teach kids to grow up correctly when we can't even do it right? A lot of people say that they are good counselors, they are good counselors. Well...I tend to disagree with a lot of that. Just to be negative? Of course not. A lot of people just look at how you are with the kids. And yes...when these counselors are around the kids, they are well behaved. Around the parents, they have fun with the kids, they play with the kids, they teach and help the teachers. But then you look at these same "good" counselors on their free time and you see a whole different person. I don't believe a good person is someone you see doing good things. A good person is one that has been conditioned to be one. Whether it be by God, parents, friends, etc. The way they are when they aren't around someone they have to "impress" is how you can tell if a person is good or not. Although I said God...that doesn't mean you have to be Christian to be good. I have plenty of non-Christian friends who are better people than a  lot of the Christian's I know. Sad huh? VERY!! Surprised? Not really. (which is sad in itself). A person who acts one way with kids and another way normally isn't teaching the kids the right way. It shows the kids that being 2-faced is ok. Yes you treat kids and adults differently. You wouldn't talk to kids the same way as you do adults. They wouldn't understand. But that's just the way YOU TREAT them. Your actions, behaviour, habits shouldn't change because you are around a child. Am I saying expose the child to the bad things? Of course not...you shouldn't be leading a child if you have that in your life in the first place. Why? cause you are passing that down to the child.

These children are so fragile. They tell us every year the same things. That the kids talk about us counselors throughout the year. Camp is on their lips all the time. The kids look up to us soo much and we mean so much to them. On the flip side, I am the same way. The kids mean so much to me, which is why I go back year after year. Sacrificing my own time, money, energy, strength, sleep, etc. for these kids. I treat each child like my own. But because they aren't mine, I can only do so much. Gotta be careful to not step into the parenting zone, hehe. I'm just a big brother/counselor and not their dad. There's a fine line there, hehe. There's a verse in the Bible that says whatever is in a man's heart, that's what he's going to be talking about. That's how it is with these kids. Camp is really in their hearts, their counselors are in their hearts year round. What's going to happen when they grow up and find out their counselor was really this way, but acted a different way with them? These kids aren't stupid, hehe. They are all very smart. Of course, they are Chinese, hehehe. Seriously though...these kids are our future. A lot of kids don't know things because we, the "older" generation isn't teaching them right. I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore. I wasn't going to post much, but then I got started...and I never stop...*sigh* I just know that I don't act differently when I'm around children. The activities I do with them are the same ones I enjoy myself. They don't see 2 Wayne's. They see me and who I really am.That's all they will see because there is nothing else. I'm not the only counselor that way...many others are the same way, just not all...and that's what I don't like. I would really love to go to the other camps, but I don't have that kind of time. I might right now...but I'm thinking about going back to school so I'll do what I can I suppose, hehe. It's also really cool too cause they are going to bring me and Cici into one of their meetings throughout the year and we get to really talk about some things. So interesting cause during the summer because CHC, I was talking about how I wanted to get even more involved than I already am, hehe. I think that's just awesome how the Lord knows what's in our hearts...assuming He didn't put those there Himself, hehe.

Well...after a great weekend with the kids, I come back to a horrible week at work. Been here at work 3 days and been late all 3 days. What is going on? Tuesday, got a flat tire on the way to work....15 minutes late. Wednesday, slept through 5 ALARMS!! Got in 1.5 hours late. Today...fell back asleep on accident after turning off alarm and was 30 minutes late. I can't keep doing this. So irresponsible...irks me. The more I think about it though, I don't think my cell phone alarms are going off at all. Last night I had it right next to my head and I have 3 alarms on my cell that go off within 5 minutes of each other. I didn't hear any of them this morning. How does that work? They are loud and annoying sounds too...stuff you normally wouldn't sleep through...which is why they are alarms, hehe. So I don't know.

I guess that's it for now. I can't think of anything else to put down, haha. Anyway, God Bless you all. Thanks for reading my venting. Only a little venting, hehe. Take care everyone and God Bless.

Wayne Hsu

I am sooo tired. Not that I have an excuse for it. It's my own fault. My new computer was bought and meant for gaming. Well, it's definitely serving it's purpose. That's for sure. I have to get up anywhere between 5:30 - 6 am depending on if I want to shower in the morning or not. Meaning if I want 7 or 8 hours of sleep, that's about a 10 - 11 pm bedtime. Well...for the past 3 days, my bed time has been around 2:30 am. Yeah...so for the past 3 days, I've been running on 3 - 4 hours of sleep a night. I really can't function at 100% with that little sleep. I know myself, hehe.

That first night, I wasn't planning on sleeping that late. I didn't eat dinner till about 10:30 pm. I was starving and Teddy/Ivo hadn't eaten either. So we got some food. Well, I didn't wanna sleep on a full stomach, that's not very healthy. So I figured I'd game a bit to relax and go to bed in about 30 minutes. Well, that 30 minutes turned out to be like 2 hours, hehe. Not good. Surprisingly, I had tons of energy the next morning so I really thank God for giving me that strength. But then the next night..my carnal mind kicked in. I'm like...aww...I did it last night, I'll stay up just a little longer, but won't go to bed THAT late. Well...I ended up playing Counter Strike: Condition Zero with my roommates till about 2 am again. *sigh* so bad. A few days ago, my roommate Xiao let me borrow Unreal Tournament 2004 that his friend got him because his computer can't run it. So he let me use it for a while since my computer is so sexy, hehe. So I installed it yesterday to just check it out. I looked at the clock around 10 pm. I'm like...I'll just play for a little bit and head to bed. Not thinking I'd get totally addicted to it. Well...it didn't seem like that long, but the next time I looked at the clock, it was already 2:30 am. I'm like...what?!?! Dang it. So today, I'm extremely tired.

You may ask...well, why didn't God give me the strength today like He did on day one? God didn't force me to stay up. God didn't MAKE me stay up. I didn't have to stay up. I was only playing games. I should've been responsible enough to just quit the game and go to bed. Although every time I didn't intend to stay up that late, I should've learned from my mistake that first night. God helped me out that first night. I didn't ask Him to, but He did anyway. Why? Because He loves me. =) Why didn't He do it again today? Because I should've "learned" from my mistake those first 2 nights. I know I need to sleep early because I know how I am. I can't function very well when I don't have an adequate amount of sleep and rest. I really hope I'm responsible tonight and sleep early. Not just for work, but because I have to drive up to the mountains tomorrow too. Don't wanna fall asleep while driving up the side of the mountain, hehe. I think I will be "responsible" though. Because I'm so tired, I think I'm just going to naturally pass out around 9 or something, hehe.

So yeah...I heard a friend when he was in college, used to do exercises when he was feeling tired or drained from studying to wake himself up. Well...I crawled under my cubicle desk and there's a wire underneath so if anyone asked, I was just going to say I'm getting the wire, hehe. I'm not lying...I got the wire. But I just did a quick set of 10 pushups. Wow...I'm so awake now, lol. Then I thought...that makes perfect sense, hehe. When you are just sitting there in front of the computer....you kind of just shut down cause you really aren't doing anything so your body doesn't really have to work at all. But once you start doing exercises or warm ups...your body kicks into gear and has to support that stress. So those 10 pushups got my blood pumping and heart beating, hehe. Sounds like I was dead, lol...definitely felt like it, hehe.

So this mornings drive was awesome...regardless of the fact I was so tired. So I'm driving down 6th Ave. It was kind of cold this morning so the sun was a little "late" in rising. Compared to normal...it should've been up already, that's why it was so cold this morning, hehe. But the clouds were different yet again today and the sun was hitting them so beautifully. It just reminds me and amazes me how awesome and creative our God really is. I swear, every morning has been a different sunrise, yet it's still a sunrise. That really ties in with God too. He will do things differently, but He's still a God that never changes. That makes no sense to the carnal mind, but it makes PERFECT sense to the spiritual mind. The mind of Christ is an amazing thing. But that's not the coolest thing that happened on the drive, although it was a big part of it. So I'm driving down 6th ave. and the sun hadn't completely risen yet. So I look out to see yet another magnificent painting done by the Lord on this fine morning. And right when I make eye contact with the sunrise, the Lord speaks up and says "I love you". I was about to cry when I heard those words from Him. It was so comforting and calm yet powerful and moving.

God's love is so amazing. Just like the song says in "You Are My King". 'Amazing Love, how can it be? That you my King should die for me.' It really is an amazing love. We would not know what love is nor know how to love if it wasn't for God. Most people don't think about that. People think that love is something people do. That's not something we as humans just do or learn how to do. Why? Because we are created after HIS image. HALLELUJAH!! Wow....that revelation just hit me. The Bible says that God is love. Those who know not love know not God. (I John 4:8) Those who know not love know not God. What an incredible scripture. I use it all the time...but right now...it's really coming to life for me. When I say right now...I mean the immediate now as I'm typing this. Wow...that scripture is just mind blowing. Those who know not love know not God, for God is love. Meditate on that scripture for a little bit. I'm just sitting here working and thinking upon that scripture and it just keeps going and going. Wow..those who know not love know not God. Know not love. Know not God. God is love. Song that just came on: Call on Jesus by Nicole C Mullen. Coincidence? I think not. =) I'm so excited right now, haha. PRAISE GOD!!!

Alright...let me explain this now, haha. Bless God this is so awesome. Make sure you aren't using your carnal mind. *CAUTION* "Those not using the mind of Christ will not be able to really receive this word. Please use the mind of Christ" *end caution* Those who know not love. I'm going to start with that. So we all think we know love. We know love in a humanly sense. We know how to love someone, we've all been hurt by someone we love or hurt a loved one. This scripture isn't talking about love as we know it. This is talking about God's great love for all humans. "For God so LOVED the world that He sent His only begotten Son that whomever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) Next song: "The Promise" by Plus One. haha, Thank You Lord. This love is the agape love that God displays for us every single day since before we were ever created and it will never change nor die out. That unconditional love that God has for us. Well, you may say, we all know what agape love means. It's just a love that is very unconditional. The kind of love talked about in I Corinthians 13:3-5. This word know isn't just a basic knowledge of what love is. Yeah, you can define it, you act upon it towards the ones you love. Your family, you honor your parents, that's love. You help your younger siblings, that's love. You care for your pets, that's love. You play with you neighbors and help them, that's love. You go to school and help your friends out in whatever way, that's love. You honor your teachers and are attentive to their teachings, that's love. You are "good" kid in school and never have to go to the dean, principle, counselors, that's a form of love as well. You treat waiter/waitresses with respect and tip them well, that's love. So we can act upon it, but we may never really know it. Why? Because that can all be taught and instilled upon someone. This word know isn't just a knowledge of something. It's not, "oh yeah, I know George Bush." Who doesn't? He's our president, but if you asked me...do I really know him? I would have to say of course not, I've never met the guy in person. I haven't spent time with him, talked with him, learned about him. His likes, dislikes, etc. So I know of him, but I don't know him. Same way with this word "know". We may know how to love, but that doesn't mean we KNOW love. This makes no sense to the carnal mind, it's all in the mind of Christ. So those who know, have a deep understanding of, not love, unconditional agape love, know not God.

This knowledge doesn't come from studying. This love isn't something taught. It can't be. If this knowledge and love were able to be attained on our own...we wouldn't need God. If someone truly loves unconditionally, they would never get mad at their kids. They wouldn't yell at their siblings. They wouldn't be annoyed by their parents. There's be no misunderstanding between people because that unconditional love is VERY forgiving. There wouldn't be as much hurt. They wouldn't complain about hw. They wouldn't get mad at their kids. *side note* you can punish your kids without being angry at them. *end note* All that seems impossible right? Well...bad news...IT IS impossible....for us humans. But what we can't do, God can do. That's not impossible for Him. When we are walking closely with Him and walking in HIS agape love, all those things can be and will be attained. Praise God!! GLORY!!! Does any human walk in that perfect love? I don't believe so...is it attainable...I DO believe so. I'm sure there have been a few people on this earth that have walked in perfect love. Hard? yes and no. Yes because you have to make a decision towards God. There may be a lot of things you have to sacrifice. Things you may have to give up. But at the same time not hard because God can do anything and everything. =) I know my best friends and I give a lot of unconditional love, but do we walk in that always? Most definitely not. There's a lot of things we talk about that wouldn't bother us as much if we walked in perfect love. There are things some of us haven't forgiven people of because it really hurts a lot and as humans, we want to hold onto that, but that just suggests our love has to be made even more perfect. Song that just came on: "Shine Jesus Shine" <---Praise and Worship song. Fun time, hehe.

I used to struggle a bit with this scripture because I have friends who love their family a lot, who love their friends a lot. I read on other's xangas that they give up things for their friends. They would help a homeless person if they could. They give to charity, they want to help people. That's all great and all, but even in all that....they may not know love. How can I say that? Because even Jesus said, not everyone that calls me Lord will enter into Heaven. On that day of judgement, God will say I never knew you, ye worker of iniquity, depart from Me. Harsh words from a JUST God. Same thing applies here...showing that you care doesn't mean you know love. Please don't be interpretting this with a carnal mind. Even as I'm typing this out...my spiritual mind is warring hardcore with my carnal mind. My carnal mind is just like...stop, what are you saying? My spiritual mind is saying...keep going, you're doing great. Thank You Lord for helping me not stop your Word. Wow...that's another great message. THANK YOU GOD!! lol. So yeah...those people who do nice things for others, that's great and all, but they know not love, therefore they know not God. That's all conditional love. Sad, but true. And by God's definition, that's a worker of iniquity...ouch...that hurts. It really does, but that's what truth does. It hurts and offends people sometime. That's also another message....LOL. God, you are so awesome. I just want to say I love you Lord. But yeah...this scripture makes a lot more sense now. Cause I used to wonder on how to talk to people about that. They say, I have love, I love my parents, I love my friends, brothers, sisters, etc. and they show it. But they know not love. It's conditional love. Amazing how God works. Current song playing: "Blessed Be Your Name" <--Praise and Worship song.

Let's not forget the second half of that scripture. God is love. HALLELUJAH, God IS Love!! No matter what you have done wrong, you can be forgiven. No matter how bad you've sinned, you can be forgiven. No matter how much you reject God...He still loves you unconditionally. I'm not saying it's ok to, don't get me wrong. God is ALWAYS willing and wanting to help you out. In HIS way though...not ours. His ways are perfect and just. His ways are always the best for us. For there is a method to His ways and He does things a certain way for certain reasons. So as we continue with our lives..may we never forget that God is love. And He wants to have a relationship with YOU!! A personal relationship unlike any other. No matter how close I am to my best friends...their relationship with God will NEVER be the same as mine with God. There will be similiarities because we all love God and our personalities are alike and what not, but as far as the same...never, hehe. Praise God...now that's something to shout and get excited about, hehe.

Wow...that was a long post, but Praise God that was a lot of fun. I love and enjoy preaching, lol. Mostly because it's from the throne room of the Lord most High that I get these kind of messages. Lord, I just want to say that I'm just truly amazed at how you poured out into the message above. I know Father I haven't been seeking You or reading your Word as I should be. Too distracted with other things. Lord, Father, Daddy....may those distractions just disappear and I dive deeper into your grace and mercy. Lord, I ask for wisdom. I need it to survive. Without your wisdom, the knowledge you've blessed me with does no good. Father, may I really seek you with all my heart from this day on. May I put time away specifically for you, but at the same time, may I be seeking you throughout the day. I thank you again Father for the messages you've given me and placed in my spirit. May you cultivate them and continue to make them better. Also may you place fresh and new messages within my spirit so that I may be able to learn more and grow deeper unto You. May I get to know you more Father through your messages and your precious Word.I want to say once again, I love you and I thank you. In Jesus' Precious Name I pray. Amen. God Bless you all. Take care and have a great rest of the week and school year.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

PS. Song that just came on: "Witness" by Nicole C. Mullen. <---awesome song, hehe.