YAY!! Lunch time at work, hehe. OH, and also, FOUR DAY WORK WEEK!! Awesome awesome. =)

Heritage Camp is coming up this weekend. So exciting. I really have to start preparing for everything I'm going to be doing up at camp. So excited. Praise God!! hehe. Mike is going to go up with us. For one last weekend with my brother in Christ. I'm going to miss him so much. Hopefuly he'll come back to visit us again next summer. =) Or maybe I'll be in China with him in a few years. I really want to know what God has planned for me. However, I just really have to just seek Him and His face. That's what matters the most anyways. It's not for me to preach the gospel, it's not for me to show God's love to everyone. The thing that matters the most is a relationship with Him. Where I seek Him daily and constantly. Man...Praise God, Hallelujah. Even now at work, I can feel God's presence. I'm beginning to understand some more things about the Holy Spirit. He's so awesome. =)

I went to a church event last night. It was hosted by Galilee. It was a pretty cool event. =) Pastor John had a good message about happiness and shared a lot of really personal experiences. That was neat to hear. Good reminder and while he was preaching, God was teaching me a lot of things too. So that was even cooler. =) Some really interesting things happened. First thing was Pastor John asked me to pray for people who answered the altar call he gave. That surprised me. So I just prayed for some people. The thing was, I just laid hands on them and prayed like I would anyone. Pastor John afterwards approached me and told me that I shouldn't have put my hands on their shoulders because they were girls and I'm a guy and that people may take that the wrong way. I personally don't see anything wrong with it and personally, it really shouldn't matter how you lay hands on someone as long as it's appropriate. You don't want your hands to be wandering of course. But, regardless, the next time I'm asked to pray, I will honor him as a pastor and do what he asked me to do. =) It's just being humble and it's not about who's right or wrong. Even though he's not my pastor, he's still the pastor of Galilee. And if I'm going to attend their meetings, I need to submit myself to his authority. If I disagree with something, I'll just not participate in what I disagree with. If I'm asked about it, I'll talk about it, but otherwise, I'll keep it to myself and take it up with God in prayer. That's the way to do it. I used to think so differently before, hehe. Praise God!! =) God really showed me that although I may disagree with some things and that what I think may not necessarily be wrong, but that I just need to let God be God. But besides all that, that the Galilee church really needs Pastor John to be their pastor. That may sound so basic and so simple, but it's not easy being a pastor or in any office of ministry. I was blown away by that little phrase and I really repented about some things after hearing that. It was a good event. I had fun praising and worshipping the Lord. =) I was about to start dancing, but didn't, hehe. Rock on Kelly and Janelle for the Lord. =) They are such awesome guitar (Kelly) and piano (Janelle) players. I was already moving to the beat, hehe. Praise the Lord!!

This weekend was soo jam packed. Such a looong weekend, but it was so much fun. =) On Friday night, some of my friends were going to go clubbing. I don't know if they went, but they invited me again. I was like...eh...maybe. If you've read my other post, you'll know my whole view about clubbing. Bottom line is...I hate the atmosphere that's there and I'm not going to put myself into that kind of environment. I don't condemn nor judge the people that do go. They do what they want, but for me...I can't stand it. I was ashamed the last time I went and talked to the Lord about it. It was awesome cause on Wednesday night, my great friend Crystal Yang, the one going to Harvard *cough cough*, calls me up to hang out on Friday night. I'm like...WOW!! PRAISE GOD!! It was so cool cause I didn't really want to go clubbing at all and when she invited me out, that was just so awesome. =) Her phone call made my night and I got really excited for Friday night, hehe. On one hand, I really wanted to spend more time with her, but on the other hand, I didn't have to go clubbing and was able to still have a great time that night.

So Friday night rolls around and I still had to work till 5:30...ewww...haha. I left work at 5:30 and I had to pick up Crystal too. I had to take my dad home first though so I couldn't get her that early. I work in Golden and live in Aurora and Crystal lives in Littleton. So I was all over Colorado this weekend, haha. Even worse, I hit traffic on the way home. Ugh...so frustrating. I felt so bad because I would tell Crystal a time that I'd be over and then have to change it on her. She kept calling me to see where I was and I'm like...I'm so sorry, I'm almost there. So I finally get there and it was just great to get to see her. =) Such an awesome person and such a beautiful girl. So I picked her up and called Mike cause she had invited him out too. We met at Korean BBQ out in Aurora, hehe. So I drove from Golden, to Aurora, to Littleton, back to Aurora, haha. That was just for dinner, lol. The food was sooo good. I hadn't had Korean BBQ in a long time and it was great. Mike has had it quite a few times and he knew how to eat it. It was awesome. We just talked and fellowshipped and laughed and had a great time.

On the way over to dinner Crystal and I had a great conversation about a lot of things. =) I had a lot of fun. We see things really differently. I see that as a blessing because everything we talked about, I just took God's point of view on. So that was really encouraging for me to be able to say those things. =) Then we get to Korean BBQ. It was so bad though before Mike showed up to Korean BBQ. We had a few minutes cause he was stuck in traffic. Next to the restaurant was a store called Fascinations. Crystal was like...what's that place? I'm like...looks like a gift shop. We walk in and OMGOSH!! it's a sex store. We were both like....uh......and then walked out. She's never going to let that one go. So she tells people that I forced her to go in, lol. I didn't even know what kind of store it was, haha. So bad. I didn't force her to go in though, lol. That's just what she's telling people. I'm never going there again.

After dinner, we were going to do some laser tag, but it was too expensive at that time. So we met up with some other friends at Boba. That was a lot of fun. The greatest thing that night was for me to get to see her. Other great things were I was able to treat her to dinner. She's a girl that won't let her friends pay for her. So for me to get to treat her was a real blessing. Small, yet significant, hehe. Then we ended up just chilling at Teddy and Ivo's apartment after all that was over. =) Fun night.

Saturday was Mike's going away party. I'll post more on that later cause my lunch time is over, hahaha.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Ah, so refreshed, lol. Back to blue, I like blue, hehe.

So I went to sleep right when I got home from work today. SOO tired, haha. Went to sleep about 6:30-7. Woke up at 9, haha. Gotta love it. I just hope I can still sleep tonight so I get enough sleep for tomorrow's day at work, haha. Work has been really busy this week. I got hit with a HUGE "project". I can't really say project cause I just keep going and going with whatever new thing comes in, hehe. We get a new thing everyday so...yeah, lol. But I've been working on 1 vendor packet for 2 days straight. Had a small hour break or so today where I worked on something else that was quick and easy but had to get done soon. So I got to take a break, but the other 17 hours at work were spent on that vendor. Grr...haha. My manager is like, you done yet? I'm like...no...there's 3 more packets after this one, haha. And I work faster than the other 2 people. Which is awesome cause I'm newer than them. =P Praise God. But I work really fast so this is seriously huge cause normally I'd be done with many many vendors already, haha. I'm getting it done. I get a lot done in a day too. I finished 2 packets today. Yesterday I spent literally all day working on just one packet and finished it in the end, gosh. What's "worse" is my manager says we'll be getting MORE of the same things soon. I'm like...no!!! hahaha. She got a good laugh out of that, haha. Work is neat, everyone is pretty laid back. The managers are really nice and love to joke around. Or rather..MY managers, hehe. They are all great women. OMGOSH!!! I'm like the only guy in our department, lol. That's so funny. Another female co-worker that's pretty good friends with my dad was like..."Man, you get to work with all the women". I'm like...uh....yeah. Most of them are old and married. So I'm just like, great...hahaha. Not to make them sound bad cause they are great people, hehe. Work is good, Thank God for my attitude and everything.

Something neat happened today at work. I went out to Taco Bell cause I forgot to make a sandwhich last night while waiting for my laundry. I watched a movie instead, lol. But yeah, I went to Taco Bell and when I got back to the office, I sat in my car for a few more minutes and the Lord spoke up, "read Romans 8". Gosh...did I ever need to read that chapter. Read it so many times before but it was like I'd never read it until today. So I start walking back up to the office and He speaks up again, "why don't you spend lunch with me from now on?" I'm like...yeah...that's such a great idea. For someone who preaches "SEEK GOD MORE" I really haven't been seeking like I should be. I felt so bad today after work. Felt like such a hipocrit. Telling all my brother's and sister's to seek God with everything they've got and I'm not seeking like I ought to be. But Praise God I am still seeking and Praise God that although I may not be doing the right thing, I'm still preaching the right thing and that through preaching it to others, God'll be preaching to me. =) Happens a lot in ministry I've noticed. Sometimes you just say things and BAM!! God hits you yourself with some new revelation and you're so amazed that that came out of your mouth, hehe.

Heritage Camp is coming up. I really want to sing "Who Am I" by Casting Crowns at the Celebrate China night. Such an awesome song and I can do a bit of witnessing to everyone at the same time. I'm not out there to "convert" anyone, but really sow seed and get people thinking. Such a powerful song and man, what a message in that song. So it'll be nice. I also want to sing with Tom, hehe. Hopefully sing a Jay Chou song. Maybe "Kai Bu Liao Kou" since we "practice" it so much, haha. We sing it all the time at karaoke...that's practice. =P On top of that, Heritage Camp will be such an awesome place to seek God. I'm not in any particular group. And although I'll still be really busy with my things, I'll have A LOT more time to seek God throughout the day. It'll be like a church retreat for me, haha. I plan on doing a lot of things with God up at camp, it's going to be awesome and glorious. Praise God!! Hallelujah!! To Him be ALL the glory and honor. I can't wait. =)

God is good, all the time and all the time, God is good. It's really time to just stop talking like a believer and start believing it ALL. I've learned that it takes a lot more than words, hehe. I've always known that, but I'm speaking personally to everyone including myself. A lot of times we just say words about our beliefs and we believe what we say. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth will speak. However, sometimes we forget what we believe. Sounds weird, but it's so true. Like when something happens and you know God can take care of it with ease, yet it's just so hard to have faith for it. It's just like...wtheck? "Why can't I think of any scriptures?" or "How come I don't have more faith because God did it for my friend or pastor or relative so He can do it for me." Things like that. Hard to explain and hard to understand I guess, hehe. I really want to start just believing and getting it so stuck in my heart, I will never forget. That's the interesting thing too. The Bible says that the Holy Spirit will bring things to rememberance. He's the one that helps us remember things. =) I love that because so many times when I've needed a scripture, the Holy Spirit will remind me of it and it's so awesome. However, I've noticed that when you are truly living in the Spirit, you don't forget scripture. You don't have to memorize them, but you won't forget them either. =) It's a really interesting thing, I love it, Praise God!!

I think that's enough for today. I'm done reading the Bible all the way throgh once. Starting up again, hehe. But this time, I'm going to study it as I read. So that'll be really fun. =) Spend time with God. =) Take care all. Love you all very much. God Bless.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Everyone's back to school. haha. ooh, purple, I wonder how this will look, lol.

Well, almost everyone is back to school. There are some people, not to name names, but people like Juinting and Crystal who are going to awesome schools out of state, hehe. They haven't started yet, lol. Nah, I'm just messing. Congratulations to both of you on getting into those awesome schools. =) Do well, or else I'll have to kick your butts, hehe. Both are really smart kids, hehe. Yes, KIDS!!  Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS!! to everyone that's going to college. It's a big accomplishment. Work hard all of you in school, hehe. You guys will all do great and be an awesome influence in the world. =) Hopefully it'll be an awesome influence in a GOOD way.  Good luck all of you. I have faith in you all. You're all going to kick butt. =)

Work is going good. Praise God for my awesome attitude for work. Even though I'd still rather be at the internship, I'm doing what I can here. I'm here already, nothing I can really do to change that, so hey, Praise God and serve Him while I'm at work. =) Who knows, maybe someone here will be influenced in a good way and want to learn more about Christ. It's funny, I have a Bible sitting on my desk and I'm listening to k-love throughout the day. It's awesome. Makes the days fly by. =) Praise God for klove, hehe. Awesome station. =) My care group leader Jennifer Wong brought up some really great points to me yesterday at church. She said that my attitude was awesome, which was really encouraging to hear. Not that I was down or depressed, but it's always nice to hear encouragement. She said that me being at my job has tons of benefits. Although it may not be what I'm called to do, it's definitely where I should be right now, which is a good thing since I'm here, haha. But she said that my parents are happy that I'm working, I can minister to the people here at work, and I'm making money and putting it in the bank which is all awesome things. =) So that was really encouraging and so uplifting to hear, Praise God. Then I talked to Arnie a little later, they weren't together for the first time, haha. That was pretty funny, lol. But I talked to Arnie and he really encouraged me a lot too. It was so awesome. It's so nice to have older brother's and sister's in Christ that are their to encourage you. I'll finish posting later, haha. I'm finished with lunch now and have to get back to work, lol.

Yay!! Done with another Monday, hahaha. Praise God. The time went by so fast. I have so much work to do still too. AIYA!! hehe. God will help me get it done. =) Amen, hehe. Purple works pretty well, haha. I like it, lol.

Man, so many things to post that I can't even remember what I was going to post anymore. How sad...*sigh* Welp...I'll just have to post tomorrow, hahaha. G'night everyone, take care all ye people. Love you all very much and God Bless you all abundantly.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

This was on a friend's site...it's only lunch time so I'm going to do this for now, lol. I'll actually post something later, hehe.

1 person you could spend hours talking on IM with
1) Bobby Black. I could spend hours just sitting with him in the presence of the Lord. I can talk to him on the phone as well as in person for hours on end.

2 sports you either play now or want to play
1) volleyball
2) hockey

3 tv shows that you watch everyday
1) Feng yuin (sp) Literally translated "Wind Cloud" watch it during dinner every night with family.
2) don't watch tv at all, lol.
3)

4 places you would dream of living
1) Colorado...wait, already there
2) China!!!
3) Taiwan...or does that also count as China? haha
4) Heaven....oh wait...already have a mansion there

5 things you want in a dream guy/girl (only 5? too many to list, haha)
1) Christian, that's #1!!
2) Chinese
3) someone who will minister WITH me as a partner
4) loves and fears God with everything's she's got.
5) very outgoing and cares only about truth.

I think that was more than 5. I combined them into one, haha.

6 favortie drinks (can be alcoholic)
1) water
2) Dr. Pepper
3) Hot Chocolate, I have a cup every morning at work instead of coffee, haha
4) milk shakes
5) smoothies....mmmm
6) tea, hehe

7 songs that annoy you
1) I can't think of any titles
2) I really don't listen to secular at all
3) so I have no fear of being annoyed by songs, haha
4) .....
5) .....
6) .....
7) what a waste of space, lol

8 days of the year you like
1) My Birthday of course and best friend's b-day...almost the same day
2) Jesus's Birthday of course
3) the day I came to know Christ
4) Thanksgiving is awesome
5) Day my Savior died and the day He rose again!!!
6) New Year's
7) does Sunday count?
8) the day the rapture happens, haha

9 things you do when your bored
1) talk to God, although I do that when I'm not bored
2) play video games
3) fill out surveys  (that's a great one...I'm going to leave that one)
4) sleep
5) read my Bible and my plethora of Christian books
6) munchies!!
7) watch movies
8) chat online
9) talk on phone

10 things you look forward to in life
1) finding that perfect woman God has chosen for me
2) getting married and starting a family
3) fulfilling my destiny that God has picked especially for me
4) touching people's lives with the gospel of Christ
5) perfection
6) Heaven and being with Jesus physically
7) giving Jesus a really big HUG!!!
8) meeting all the great men and women of the Bible
9) fully understanding the Word of God
10) growing exceptionally close to the Holy Spirit here on earth

Red worked well, time for orange, hahaha. I'm just changing it up, lol. So much fun. Feels like I'm still doing work cause we do a lot of things in all caps, haha. What a fun font.

Man, work is going so well. Today for the vendor side of things, I finished a whole document check-in process by myself without any help. Wow....Praise God for helping me learn everything so fast. The people above me are so surprised that I've been picking things up so fast and working so fast. What a blessing. Praise God. God's favor is all over me. What an awesome series that Pastor preached. I put it into effect and man it worked so fast. Praise God for His favor and Praise God for His anointing. I have to learn more about His anointing, it's so amazing.

I've been working on vendor documents for 2 days. I'll be doing that for another half day tomorrow and then it's on to the design side for the rest of the week, lol. I think that's so funny that they have me on that schedule. The only person doing that, lol. That's awesome. praise God.

I have to admit...at first, it was such a bummer being at my job instead of my internship. But with the right attitude that I'm going to Praise and Worship God in ALL situations, it's really helping me out. Philippians 4:4 "Rejoice in the Lord alway: [and] again I say, Rejoice." So true...when you do rejoice in everything God can really work in your life. It allows God to take control and bless your socks off, haha. Thank God for His blessings, they are always so abundant. Now that I'm work, I'm enjoying myself. I still wish I was at the internship, but you know...there will be a time for that. I'm going to use this time to seek God some more and to do my job. I spent time with God throughout work today. It made the day go by a lot faster. That and I was busy all day, haha. But spending just a few minutes every now and then put a real smile on my face. The relationships at work are growing too. Opening up a little more with the people here. Able to joke around some more and talk a little more, hehe.

Man, so many people are about to start school if they haven't already. BIG Good luck to everyone who's about to start. For those of you that have started...hope things are going well already and a big good luck to you as well. =) For those of still in high school, work hard. School may be a pain, but I want to go back to school and I can't. Don't get to that point. Work hard and do well in school. For those of you in college. Work even harder. Don't slack off even a little bit your first year. Get a good habit built when you've just started college. Cause it's gets harder to break a bad habit later on. I'm praying for all you school folk since I don't need to pray for my own school...lol. I just need to pray on what God wants me to do, lol. Praise God. Congratulations to all who has just started college. Making college is a big deal. Of course not all of us are HARVARD material...*wink wink* but that doesn't say anything at all. You all rock no matter what college you go to. Enjoy your college years. =) Study hard.

Dang....had to break this post in half, haha. Did half of it at work...now I'm at home finishing the rest, lol. Oh well, Praise God. Well, now I don't know what to post, lol. Oh well, I'll just stop it here then, lol. Praise God Hallelujah. Love you all. Take care. God Bless you all abundantly.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Wow....great weekend. I had so much fun, hehe. I'm using red this time. I haven't used red before, hahaha.

Anyway, so Friday I went to Teddy and Ivo's church. It was fun. Got to hang out with everyone again before I get really busy and before everyone else goes back to school. Heard Camp Crossroads was awesome. I heard a few people got saved and gave their lives to the Lord. That's so awesome, Praise God!!! I heard the speaker was really good and that's just awesome. =) Afterwards, we went to Village Inn again, yay!! I was so hungry that night, lol. Then me and Mike went over to the twin's apartment again, hehe. We planned on playing mah-jong for the night and watch the Korean soap opera. We played Mah-Jong, but only like 6 rounds, haha. We were all so tired, it kind of sucked that we were tired, hehe. Teddy kept winning too. We think he was cheating. Except you really can't cheat at Mah-Jong, lol.

So on Saturday, I went to my CARE group leader's "bbq". We didn't really bbq but we were at a park and everything. It was really awesome meeting some more people from my church. Heard some really awesome testimonies from people. Things that I've thought about and read about in the Bible and actually heard a testimony about it. I was like....WOW!!! Praise God!!! It was awesome. So exciting, hehe. Got tons of encouragement because it seems like everyone from my church knows who I am. Someone is talking about me. =P Nah...I'm pretty active and I've been up in front of the congregation a few times, hehehe. So everyone seems to know about me and they end up meeting me one way or another. Such a blessing, Praise God. After the picnic I went and picked Tom up from his apartment in Golden and then picked Spencer up in Littleton and met up with Mike, Tivo, Andrew, Connie and Thomas at Mike's restaurant. Gosh, Mike really blessed us when he let us eat for free as well as cooked for us. That was so awesome, Thanks a lot bro, you rock!! =) After dinner we went and saw Bourne Supremacy. It was really good. It's a good movie, hehe. Then we just all went home after that. Of course we talked in the parking lot for an hour or so before we went home, but yeah, hehe. Talking in the parking lot is like tradition now, hahaha. We always do it even when everyone's like, let's not do it, haha. Praise God.

So Sunday Tom came to church with me. Wow, the message was just awesome. First time I've heard Rick Renner preach live. I've heard one of his messages but that was only on tape. It's really different in person, as usual, hehe. His wife Denise is such an amazing singer. She trained all her life to sing opera. She was offered a contract to sing professionally. God told her to give it up and preach the gospel. Such a humble, God fearing, God loving woman. She gave up everything she trained to do to preach the gospel. Wow, what encouragement. If she didn't preach the gospel, she'd be making TONS of money, but decided to give it up for God. And boy...does God honor that. Her voice is SOOO amazing. Such a small woman in size, but when she opens her mouth....she connects with heaven. It just blows people away. You are literally just speechless when she sings. WOW, HALLELUJAH!! Message was awesome.

After church, Tom and I went to volleyball for a little while and then met up with friends to eat dinner at Yen King in Littleton. It was really good, Praise God. That wasn't the main reason I went there though. My friend Crystal asked me to go visit her while she worked and I said ok, I will. So I dragged everyone else along, haha. Thanks everyone for coming. It was a lot of fun. =) On top of dinner, it was Tian's birthday. Happy Birthday Tian. Finally 18, hahaha. Just kidding. Hope you had a good birthday. =) So I got to see Crystal at least one more time before she left for school. Such an awesome girl. Thank God for her, hehe. After dinner, some of us waited for Crystal to get off work. I promised her I would wait so I waited, hehe. When it was time for her to get off, she told us she had to work an extra 30 minutes, haha. Some people had to go home or take people home so they left. It ended up being just Mike and I waiting for Crystal, hehe. After she got off work for real this time, lol, the 3 of us went to the Barnes and Nobles down the street and got some Starbuck's coffee. After Xiao dropped Tom off at home, he joined us. =) It was a lot of fun just sitting and talking. So after coffee, Crystal left to meet up with some other friends for a movie that we weren't invited to, haha. It was a girl's night out so it's all good. Girl's need girl's night out just like guys need guys night out. Of course my reasoning is a lot different than what people think, haha. I think of it more as a fellowship time and as a time of sharing with each other that you normally wouldn't share with the opposite gender. Those times are really important too and they are just great. =)

So Mike, Xiao and I talked a little longer...in the parking lot, haha. Told you..it's tradition, lol. Then Xiao went home cause he had to work today. Mike and I called up Julia and went to her place for a little bit. We ended up playing DDR for almost 2 hours, haha. I still had to go to work today, lol. It was a lot of fun though. I wouldn't have traded it for sleep, hehe. I had lots of fun with Mike and Julia. Praise God for friends like them. Love them so much. =) Thank You Jesus, hehe. Then we talked with Julia's mom a little bit and I kinda forced Mike and myself to leave, haha. I had to leave soon otherwise we might have stayed longer and I wouldn't have gotten any sleep at all, hahaha. It was a fun night. Praise God.

So I went to bed at like 2 am and I had to wake up at 6 am for work, haha. I was sooo tired at work, lol. I kept leaving to go to the restroom to catch like 5 minutes of shut eye. There was no other way, haha. Couldn't exactly put my head down on my desk, lol. Finally lunch came around and I took a nice long nap in my car, haha. Work is going good. I'm learning more and getting the feel of things and how everything flows and works together. Praise God for that. I rememeber when I first started, I didn't know where to begin, what to do, I was so lost. The people who are over me are great people too. They are really patient with me when I go up and ask questions and they do a very good job of explaining things and answering my questions. I'm not saying I annoy them or anything, hehe. I learned a lot of things just by working on them myself. I would ask them questions just to make sure I was doing it right. I don't want to mess anything up. That's not good, hehe. My schedule is a really interesting one too, haha. I work in 2 different departments, I think that's so funny. So on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesday mornings I work in vender document control. On Wednesday afternoons, Thursdays, and Fridays I'll be working in design document control, hehe. I think it's really interesting. I really can't take any glory though, it all goes to God. If it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't have a job and if it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be able to work as fast I do and I wouldn't be able to learn my job as fast as I have. The people over me are always so surprised when I finish my work so fast. I'm just amazed and I have to thank God for that. Gosh...God is so awesome.

God has been teaching me so much lately. It's just so awesome. He's always teaching me a lot, haha. So I can't really say that phrase anymore, lol. He's always teaching me and teaching me and teaching me. Every chance He gets, He'll grab my attention. I feel so bad because there are times where I don't spend time with Him even though I know I should and I want to, but my flesh is just too strong still. *sigh* Gotta fight it somehow. With the Word of God, that's how. I think. Well, I'm almost done reading the Bible. Two more days, hehe. Tonight and tomorrow, lol. After I'm done reading it all the way through, I'm going to really study it and dig in deeper. That'll be so much fun. =)

Anyway, this has been yet another super long post. I get yelled at by my friends, hahaha. Love you guys, hahaha. I can't help it. I have a lot to say, that's all. =) Praise God. It's time for dinner and then I'm going to bed. I'm still really tired, lol. Praise God and Hallelujah. God is good, ALL the time and all the time, God is GOOD!!! Praise God Praise God Praise God Praise His Holy Name. Thank You Jesus, I worship You Lord and may my fear and love for you continue to grow in the Name of Jesus. Take care everyone. I love you all and God Bless you all abundantly.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Very cool, I finished and survived my first week at work. haha. This week has gone by so slow, lol. Praise God though He's gotten me through it with minimal scars, lol. Nah, I'm totally fine, just a little drained cause I'm not used to working so much, haha.

So I go into work today and my manager Kim says, "Wayne, are you going to be helping Rebecca after lunch?" I'm like...I'm leaving at 11:30 cause I only work a half day. She's like....really?! I'll have to talk to Gail about that cause you are supposed to be here till 5:30 pm. I'm like...no way, I didn't know we were supposed to work overtime, haha. So I talk to Gail and she let me go home today at 11:30 which was really nice, but from now on, it's 45 hour weeks, haha. Meaning I do work till 5:30 on Fridays now. Basically I'll be doing that till they say, alright, everyone doesn't have to work overtime anymore, haha. It'll be very tedious, but may God give me His strength to do my job with joy and to praise and worship Him and may my work glorify Him. I don't know how it would, but I know He will use my job to His advantage. Whether it be recent or later in life, He'll use it. Praise God.

Work isn't too bad. I'd rather be at church everyday and doing work at the church. Even though I wouldn't get paid for the working at the church, it'd be much more fun to serve there, hehe. Well, at least the next 2 years of my life are kind of planned out already, haha. For one year, I'll be here at the job and for the year after that, I'll be at the church doing the internship. Praise God for the internship and for my church. It's so different from any other church I've been to. Hallelujah.

God has been teaching me so much lately. It just all blows my mind. The Bible is so awesome. I will have finished the Bible in 2 days. Finally, haha. It's taken me like a year and then some to finish it all the way through. That's ok though. I'm going to read through it some more even though I've already read it once. There's so much revelation that there was no way to get all of it on my first time reading through, hehe. I'm going to do more of a study this next time I read through it. It'll be a lot of fun I think. SPending time with God and reading His Word.

Anyway, that's about it for now. I'm so tired that it's hard to keep my eyes open even while typing this. It's time for me to go to sleep, hehe. Good night everyone. I love you all very much. Take care and God Bless you all abundantly.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

YAY!! Done with my second day at work. I'm still at work though, hahaha. I have to wait for my dad and my co-workers that carpool with us. They get off at 6. I'm off at 5:30, hahaha. That's probably why they get paid more and work harder. =P

My second day was really awesome. It was so hard focusing and concentrating during my first day here. Today was a lot better though. I was able to go through a whole procedure and I remember it all. I'm just like Praise God!! I can barely remember anything I learned on Monday though. Sad day. That's ok though.

I'm going to be working in 2 departments here at work. AAH!!!! hehehe. It's all good. Now that I'm here, God will help me out. Even though God wanted me at the internship, He knows that I was kind of forced into this position. Even if I did end up choosing the job over the internship, He would still bless me beacuse He loves me. Thank You Jesus. I think it's really cool, even though I didn't get the internship, I still have favor here in the office. I think that's such a blessing from God. Just favor and I just have to ask for more favor!! Hallelujah!! Praise God!! That may sound selfish, but eh...go read the Bible and figure it out for yourself. ^_~ And it's not like a one sided relationship. I'm not saying bless me bless me bless me. I spend time with God and boy do I love spending time with Him. And I do what He wants me to. Even when it hurts.

Speaking of which...He really encouraged me yesterday, hehe. I was talking to God about the internship and saying how I wish I was doing that instead of working, hehe. Then Adam Bagwell sent me an email saying he understands my situation and that they will be praying for me. Also that the things we want to do we sometimes have to fight for. And that this may just be something God wants to do to see if I really want the internship THAT badly or as much as I say I want it. Time will tell. Although that was VERY encouraging, that isn't what I wanted to say. So I'm talking to God about it and He says to me..."It's ok Wayne, now I know you will listen to Me and do what I say even when everything is going against you." I was like.....WOW!!! Thank YOU LORD!!! I was willing to go against my parents, my friends, logic, everything just to obey God in saying I'm going to do the internship. So that was just awesome.

Anyway, I was going to post more, but it's almost time to go home and I don't want my dad to have to wait for me, lol. Talk to you all later. Take care and God Bless. Love you all very much.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Saw this on some friend's sites...I figure I do it too, haha.

10 Years Ago, I...                                             
1. Was young and immature.
2. Made fun of in middle school.
3. Very athletic, into a lot of sports. 

5 Years Ago, I...                                            
1. Was a senior at Smoky Hill High School.  
2. Messed up my life pretty bad.
3. Went to an overseas camp in Taiwan called Chien Tan.

3 Years Ago, I...                                             
1. Made the biggest and most important deicision of my life.
2. Found Jesus and accepted Him into my life.
3. Visited China for the first time in my life.

A Year Ago, I...                                            
1. Was fighting to get back into a University.
2. Fought with my parents a lot about my future.  
3. Made some new friends. 

This Year, I...                                            
1. Have more purpose to my life. 
2. Have had many many problems, but God's been good.
3. Have grown a lot in the Lord.

Next Year, I...                                             
1. Will be in my church internship. 
2. Will be apart from my parents doing my own thing for God.
3. Fulfilling my destiny some more.

Yesterday, I...                                            
1. Was on top of the world. Made a great decision. 
2. Had tons of fun at church and with God. 
3. Played Volleyball and practiced with my vball team for the tournament.

Today, I...                                            
1.  Started a new job at Jacobs Engineering
2.  Was really down but better now thanks to Nancy and Crystal.
3.  Am going to spend a lot of time with God when I get home.

Tomorrow I...                                             
1. Working again, hehe. 
2. Plan things for Heritage Camp
3. Pray, read my Bible and spend even more time with God.

Wow...that was actually harder than I thought it would be. I couldn't really think of anything, haha. Praise God!! 

Dang....life is so hard. I'm so glad I have God in my life.

So today is Monday. Instead of going to the church internship like I was planning on doing...I'm here at work. My parents wake me up at 6:30 this morning and proceed to yell at me for 30 minutes on why I shouldn't have given up the job. I finally left my house at 7 for my job instead of my church internship. I couldn't stand it any longer. I'm just disappointed with my parents. They say they'll support me and that they love me. I know they love me, but they don't show it very well. They say they support me....don't show that either. I get yelled at for doing things for God. Talk about persecution. As long as I serve God that fits their schedule, it's ok. Otherwise...my God decisions are always wrong. How is a Christian supposed to live like this? I don't know...but I'm holding on and God is going to help me. He has to because if He doesn't, there's no point to my life.

God set everything up perfectly for my internship too. It was amazing to see what He did for me. I'm so thankful and so blessed to have a God that loves me. Not to mention a God that's real and alive today. The people at my church are so supportive and I thank God He brought me to a real house of God. However, I do need a lot of prayer for my situation. I'm just so hurt right now because of my parents and what they have made me do. They made me come to work instead of letting me do whatever it is that I want. I don't know...I can't blame them. They don't know any better. "Father forgive them for they know not what they do."

To make matters worse in my life, my relationships aren't getting any better, lol. They are getting worse if anything. My attitude may not have been the best, but I can't help it. There's so much that I want people to know and realize that I probably come off as a jerk. Maybe I am, oh well. I can't compromise like people want. I'm not going to compromise truth for anything. God's Word is final. What's wrong is wrong and what's right is right. I'm not the best person in the world and that's ok. I may not be the perfect friend that people have thought, but that's ok. I have my best friend in the Holy Spirit and just like I preach all the time, He's the only one I need. I have Him forever and I know I have Bobby forever. There are others too, but those two are the main people in my life.

I'm not going to change either. I'm still going to love God with everything and love my neighbor as myself. First 2 commandments and most important too. Once I have those, it doesn't matter if people hurt me. Doesn't matter if people care what I have to say and it doesn't matter if they want to hear what I have to say. I'll say what I have to say and that's all that matters. Of course I'm not going to say bad things, lol. I will say what needs to be said. I want to be a man of few words, but the words that I do speak will impact nations. Amen.

Wow....just more babbling and rambling from me. So much for being a man of few words, haha. Anyway. People may get mad at me for this post, but I honestly don't care what people think. If I'm wrong...God will show me and convict me. That or He'll use one of my great brothers or sisters to do that job. *sigh* Life, haha. Although everything seems to be going bad and downhill....life is still good. I'm not happy, but I'm very joyful. I'm glad Hebrews 13:5 says what it says. So comforting. Gotta live the rest of the Bible out, hehe. Not just parts, but all of it. Praise God for His Word. Praise God for who He is. I worship you Lord Jesus, thank You for dying for me on the cross that I may have your grace and mercy. Do I ever need it now. Praise God.

Well, have a great Monday everyone, haha. My life has gotten just a little more interesting. For those believers, if God places me in your hearts to pray, I thank you for that now. I do need a lot of prayer right now. For my church internship members and for myself. That I will be able to do my job with joy and that I will continue to have favor within my work place. I already have God's favor otherwise I wouldn't have gotten the job, hehe. Praise God. Now it's time for more favor, hehe. Thank You Jesus. Take care and God Bless you all. I love you all very much.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit