Wow…can you believe the snow we had yesterday? That’s Colorado for ya folks. Blizzard in spring and nice and sunny in the winter. That’s crazy how random the seasons are sometimes here in Colorado. How unpredictable it can be at times. And how it does things that are out of season and not doing what it’s supposed to be doing. It’s not supposed to snow in the spring and be hot and sunny in the summer. That just doesn’t make any sense. The conditions are specific for certain type of weather, yet it still disobeys.

It’s interesting cause we humans are just about the same way. The conditions on this earth for us are right for us to be righteous in the Lord. To be doing what’s expected of us by Jesus. To be a certain way in a certain season of our lives. We rebel and disobey what God has specifically commanded us to do. Not always, but unfortunately we still have that birth nature within us. We are all children of wrath and rebellion the Bible says. How true that is. For non believers, they can be very obedient and listen to their parents. That’s great and all, but they are still rebelling against Jesus. And us believers sometimes will get prideful or think of a “better” way of doing things and disobey God that way. There could be many reasons.

My life has been so interesting, even though there have been times where I just flat out hurt my Lord and Savious by sinning, He still blesses me and takes care of me. Why? Why does He love me so much? And why does He do things for me when I’m rebelling, but doesn’t bless others who clearly deserve it more than I do? And why when I know He loves me so much that He gave His only begotten son to die for MY sins. Even the ones I may commit today, or tomorrow, or 10 years down the line. Why when I know that He has that deep a love for me, do I keep turning around and hurting Him so deeply. And yes…now that I know the truth, it is my fault that I sin. When you don’t know the truth or are blinded to it, you know not what you do. But when you know the truth and willingly go out and commit the act of sin, you are held responsible for your actions. There will be consequences.

It’s interesting though. You realize that we people aren’t afraid of doing the wrong thing. Even though we KNOW that we will be judged for our sins, that doesn’t stop us or scare us enough to not commit them. We will still sin even when we know what’s going to happen to us when we do. That’s what’s so great about His grace and love. When we come into that deep relationship with Him and His love takes control of our lives, that’s what’s going to stop us from sinning. Not our wisdom, not our knowledge of the truth, not even the scary judgement we are going to receive because of it will stop us from doing it. It’s only in His presence and in His love that’s going to conquer sin. It was the greatest act of love to die for our sins. That just proves that GOD’S love is what conquers all. Not our love.

There are people that have that love conquers all mentality. And it’s very true that love does conquer all. Love never fails the Bible says. It also says that God is love. However, it’s God’s love that conquers all. Not our love. There are people in relationships when everyone has told them to wait before jumping into it and then they have troubles, but say, it’s ok cause love conquers all. I say to you now, it’s God’s love that’s going to conquer. Not your love. Try as you may, it’s only God’s love that is complete, our love is so minute and incomplete. I say that because even us humans who do nothing but love, still don’t win, because we can’t “win” per say with our love. If we love with God’s unconditional love and let God take over, is when we are going win souls for Jesus.

Well, for you believers, please pray for me. I’m stuck in some bondage right now and I need to get out of it. Only prayer and God’s love/presence is going to get me out. He has many times before, but I keep getting caught in the same web of sin over and over. It’s never really anything else, but just this one. So pray for me my brothers and sisters.

Father, please forgive me of my sins. All of them. I confess them to you now. I, Wayne Hsu, have committed them and I’m confessing here and now at this moment and I’m asking for your forgiveness. I know I don’t deserve it, but Your word says that if I confess them before you, you are just to forgive them. So I’m asking that you forgive me of my sins once again Lord. Also Lord, get me out of this constant cycle and pattern of rebellion. I hate it and I hate having to come back to the same place over and over. Please get me out Father. Jesus, please bless my brothers and sisters and reward them for praying for me. I ask for that in Your Mighty Name. Thank you God for being who you are. Being a God that never changes, being the same yesterday, today and forever. Father, in your Mighty Name, you declared that it is finished and I thank you for those 3 very powerful words that Jesus shouted in that day of His earthly death. I thank you that it is finished. Father, prepare me for the harvest that is clearly here. Once again Father, I ask for your forgiveness. Forgive me of all my wrath, all my rebellion, of all my hurtful words and actions towards you. I really do love you Jesus. I just don’t know how to show you or tell you. Please help me become the man you want me to become. Thank you again for your love, grace and mercy. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

Good night everyone. Sleep well and sweet dreams. Take care and God Bless.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

HAPPY

RESURRECTION

DAY!!!!

On this day that the world calls Easter, it’s the day we remember the rising of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ !! His body wasn’t stolen by the disciples. His body wasn’t stolen by the soldiers, in fact, it wasn’t stolen at all. He is RISEN!!! ALIVE AND WELL!!! And sitting at the right hand of God.

HALLELUJAH!!!!!

I challenge all believers today. Just go crazy with Praise and Worship. David, the King of Israel danced before the Lord in clothing that only the “peasants” were supposed to wear. His own wife despised him for it. Wow…what dedication to God. No wonder he was known as the man that was after God’s own heart. We all ought to be the same man or woman. One that is after God’s own heart. That’s all I want to be known as. One that sought God with everything. I want to be like Enoch, one that was so close to God  that God took him away. He never died. Just taken away to be with the Lord. Amazing.

HE IS RISEN!! Jesus is LORD!!! God Bless you all on this day when the greatest miracle of all happened.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Yesterday was my 3 year anniversary. But you may Wayne, I didn’t you had a girlfriend. To which I reply, you’re right, I don’t nor am I married already. It was my 3 year anniversary with God. I was born again yesterday, March 20…3 years ago in 2001. Yesterday was such an awesome day with the Lord. I wish I spent more of it with Him privately, but I hung out with my friends and that was a blessing in itself. Yesterday was such a special day for me. It was the anniversary of the night when I came to know the Wonderous Lord Jesus as my personal Saviour. Love Him so much.

Church was awesome and I had a really awesome time in the Presence of God. Danced and Praised the Lord Almighty who’s worthy of it all. After Church, I went to Chinese school and played volleyball. It was fun and I got to see my friend Angela again. It has been a while since I’ve seen her, hehe. She’s doing good. From what I could tell anyway, hehe. After volleyball, I went home and showered, just to get ready to leave again for a movie with my friends. We went and saw Robots. Such a great movie. It was clean and funny. It’s definitely a movie I would recommend to ANYONE and EVERYONE. It was just a good clean movie. Hard to find those nowadays. After that, we went to Denny’s to eat dinner as we were all hungry by then, hehe. Food was good although it took a little longer to bring out than expected, hehe.

After dinner, one of my friends had to leave so she was taken home, but we picked up another friend cause she was hanging out with some of her classmates. She then came to hang out with us. So we went back to my friends apartment…which is right across the street from my apartment, hehe. Watched movies till about 3 am. Then 2 friends had to get back to Boulder…for sleep, hehe. The other friend that joined us later stayed though. I ended up taking her home at 8 am cause she forgot to bring a spare key and didn’t want to wake her mom by opening the garage. So I stayed up sooo long, hahaha. Don’t worry though Kathy, I got enough sleep when I got home, hehe. Love you lots, hehe.

That was yesterday. I hope we don’t do that again, lol. At least not stay up for almost 24 hours. So bad on my body, hehe. It was fun though. I had a good time. Some good laughs. Well, that’s it for now. We’ll see what we do tonight, haha. God loves you all. I’ll talk to you all later. Take care and God Bless.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Wow, last night was soo much fun. What did I do last night you ask? Maybe you don’t ask, lol. Maybe you don’t care, it doesn’t matter, hehe. I’m going to say what I did, lol.

So last night, I get home from work, pretty tired. I walk into my room and it was just very nice and relaxing. So I lay down on my bed and of course, our dog follows me up to my room and lays down on my bed next to me, hehe. The pets love my room for whatever reason, lol. Actually, I do know why they love my room, but I’m just not going to say, lol. Our dog is so cute, hehe. So I end up dozing off while petting the dog. I nap for 1.5 hours. I wake up around 7 or so. Teddy came over for a lil bit and xiao, him and me chat for a little bit. Joke around, it was funny, lol. Teddy wanted to watch Shark Tale…wow, what a child. =P I’m just messing Teddy, I’m still a kid at heart too, hehe. But Xiao wanted to see Finding Nemo first. Yeah, another child. My gosh…I’m friends with a bunch of KIDS!! =P hahaha. Yes, I love it and I love them. ^_^

Xiao had some work to finish so they watched the movie a little later. I say they because I didn’t join them. Instead, I stayed in my room, cranked up my Praise and Worship music, and I spent all night with God. Wow….not only was it a blessing, I learned some new things and it was just a fun time with God. The presence of God was just beautiful. It wasn’t as strong as how it used to be at my apartment or at church, but I could tell His presence was just slowly invading my room. I know that this is just the beginning and that I’ll learn how to access His presence even faster and faster. That’s where everything I need is located anyway, right in His presence. The faster I can get into His presence, the faster I can get things taken care of or answered. Now that may sound selfish, but God wants to spend that time with me even more than I could ever want to spend that time with Him. No matter how much I want to spend time with Him…His want to spend time with me will ALWAYS be greater. Not to mention that so much comes with His presence.

By the end of the night, I was on my knees and down on the ground because of His glory. It was getting harder to stay standing because of His presence and the fact that I was in prayer and humbling myself before our Almighty God. I don’t think I’ve ever prayed like the way I prayed last night. It was just an intense, serious, time of prayer. But it was fun at the same time. Prayer was fun, hard to imagine huh? A serious prayer being fun? How does that work? Because you are praying God’s will and you know that He will answer your prayers. I spent most of the night praying in english, didn’t really touch on tongues too much. When I was “stuck” and didn’t know what to say next, i jumped into tongues to finish out my prayers. It was just a great time of prayer. I didn’t even get to pray about everything I wanted to. But the things I did pray on were the things and people that took precedence over my own wants. It’s so awesome to pray for others even when you yourself have tons of things to pray about. And I do have a lot of things to pray about, but I felt more at peace when I would pray for someone else, hehe. Thank you Jesus.

I didn’t get to spend any time in the Word either last night, but like I said, it’s just the beginning and I took that unintended, but obviously much needed nap, hehe. In some ways I think it’s better that I took that nap. That way I wouldn’t have fallen asleep while Praising God. Which I have done a few times in the past. But Praise God, I’m forgiven and the things of the past are just that, in the past and need to be forgotten. He has, why should I remember them? =)

Well, that’s it for now. Tonight I know it will be just as fun. I won’t have as much time again cause I have to take my mom home from work, hehe. And most likely, I’ll be staying at home for dinner. We’ll see, I’d like to just drop her off and head back. Eat at my place and spend time with God again, hehe. I can’t wait to get back to my room, hehe.

Take care everyone. Once again, good luck to you all who have tests and homework. Study hard, work hard and you’ll be rewarded. =) God loves you all and I pray that God blesses each and every one of you in all aspects of your life. Praise God. Amen.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com

I got that off of Teddy’s site. I think it’s pretty cool. Worth checking out. Got me teary eyed. d^_^b Praise God!!

People are all just so…..interesting. That’s all I gotta say, lol. It’s just been really interesting today to see where people’s hearts lie. Praise God for revealing that to me, hehe. Love you Lord.

Bottom line is I’m so blessed for yesterday. That besides God, nothing else really matters. God told me Sunday morning to stop playing games for a while. I played everyday after work, pretty much all day on Saturdays and almost all day on Sundays. A lot of gaming. Sunday night service, Pastor says at closing. Let’s just this one week, fast something that’s been major in your life. Doesn’t have to be a food fast, it could be anything; tv, music, w/e. Well, for me, that is definitely gaming. God told me in the morning, and Pastor confirmed it at night. So basically, this week I won’t be gaming, but instead…spending all that time with God. In His Word, in prayer, in His glorious tangible presence. My personal hope is that after this week is over, I won’t turn back to how it was before. That I’ll continue every week and every day with Him in prayer, in Word, in His presence.

Besides God, nothing else really matters. So true so true. Video games, fun but I can have more fun in the presence of God. TV and movies, entertaining, but I’d rather entertain God and have fun with Him in His presence. Music, relaxing, fun to listen to and sing along with, but I’d rather sing and dance praises to my God and my King. Boyfriend/Girlfriend, awesome to have for many reasons, but I’d rather be in a relationship where I know my partner will never treat me wrong or bad, who always has the best planned for me, will say what’s true and not just what I wanna hear, who loves me unconditionally regardless of how many times I hurt them, will always forgive me for being stupid, etc. etc.; the relationship I have with God the Holy Spirit. Going out for dinner, hanging out at boba/karaoke, shopping, gathering, fun and good fellowship, but I’d rather fellowship with someone who will give me revelation knowledge on the things that REALLY matter, things in the Word of God, things in my future, things I need to change, things I’m doing right and well, mistakes I’ve made, etc. etc.; and yes, that relationship is once again, with God. Don’t get me wrong, I will enjoy playing a video game every now and then. I will go out with friends to catch a movie or watch a part of a tv series. I will listen to some music and sing karaoke with friends. And eventually, I would love to have a lovnig girlfriend who later on will be my wife and partner in ministry. I will go out with friends to have dinner occassionaly, drink some boba, play fooseball, go shopping for something we want, and go out and have some great laughs and spend time with the people closest to me. I will enjoy those things too, but if I never get another chance to do or have any of that, God is all I need, He is everything. Just like King David was, may I be the same way. Take whatever you want away from me God, but don’t take away your presence. Take not your spirit away says David. That’s how I want to be. Take not your Spirit away from me God. Don’t kick me out of your presence.

Today has been such a wonderful day. Everything Pastor preached about has come to pass thus far. Everything God revealed to him to show us, has worked. It is so easy that it’s hard, hehe. If that makes any sense. I’ve had more joy, I’ve had more strength, I’ve had more energy, etc. etc. Praise GOD!! It was nothing that I did, but what His Word has said to do, I’ve just followed and wow…God tells the truth in that “religious” book we call the Holy Bible. It’s not a Holy book for nothing. Wow, Praise God.

Well, I gotta get back to work. Take care everyone and I hope you all have a great week. Good luck to all students who have tests this week. Good luck on those, study hard and do well. Good luck on homework as well. =) God Bless you all.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Today was AWESOME!!!! Church was a blast, awesome message, JUST FOR ME!! =P Correction, church in the morning was a blast. I just got back from the night service and man was that even better than the morning service. Praise God Praise God Praise God. Boy, we really had church!! HALLELUJAH!!! d^_^b People got set free, delivered, recommitted, etc. etc. Everything that is SUPPOSED to happen when people go to church happened. It was such a wonderful and blessed day. I had so much fun tonight dancing and praising the Lord. Wow….I never knew I could dance like that, lol. Praise God!! Everything Pastor preached about God had taught me before, it was just a real eye opener for me to see where and what my life has become. So different than before. Different in a bad way. However, I can’t just dwell on the past, it’s time for a new season in my life to start, hehe. And God has already paved the way, it’s time to submit to ALL He has for me and not just one or two things, Bless God. Alright, that’s enough about church. Although I want to write a lot more, it’s more of a personal thing between me and my Saviour and I’m going to keep it that way, hehe. Praise God!!

So I also went to play volleyball today at Chinese school. That was fun. Gosh I suck now. I’d say 90% of my passes weren’t on target nor were they hit well. My spikes weren’t too bad, but my sets were also pretty horrible. My depth perception was off, just nothing was going right for me today in volleyball. That’s what I get for not playing in such a long time. I’ll be going again every Sunday though. My Sundays are now officially full again, hehe. Just how it was before. Gosh I love it this way. =) Church in the morning, then volleyball in the afternoon, go home shower and head right back to church at night. Yay, it really is a day of rest and relaxation, but most of all, it’s 1 full day to God. Don’t have to worry about work, or school, or finances, or anything else. Praise God.

That’s not what I really wanted to talk about though. I wanted to talk about what happened while I was waiting for the time to roll around for volleyball. So I’m sitting in the gym and did my stretches so I wouldn’t hurt myself first day back. There were a group of kids playing basketball and I’ve watched them play before. Here’s the sad thing. These kids are no more than 14 or 15 years old. The oldest is probably 13 or so. Well, one of the kids is just being a jerk…to put it nicely, towards this other kid. The one being mean is like 8 or 9. All of a sudden, the one being “picked” on calls him an @$$hole. I’m like…omgosh…what are you 12? and using that kind of language. And it doesn’t stop there. He goes on and flips this kid off. The younger kid was like…oh I see your little finger and flips him off back. I’m sitting there omgosh…these kids are so young yet they are already not only exposed, but USING all this profanity. So later on, I’m just watching them play and the little kid that was being the jerk, is talking all this smack. Just non-stop. It was pretty annoying. The funny thing was, he couldn’t back ANY of it up. He couldn’t even shoot the regular sized basketball into the side hoop, which is lower than normal height. He could AT BEST hit the rim. So it’s like….this little tiny guy (LITERALLY) talking smack like he’s Kobe Bryant or someone like that, and he can’t even shoot the ball to get it over the rim. Then there were these other 2 kids who were older than the players. And they think THEY are all that too. To the point where they just walk right through the middle of the basketball game to get to the other side of the gym. I’m like…guys, they are playing a game. It doesn’t take that much effort to walk around. It was like…5 extra steps. Then they proceed to leave the gym to go to class or whatever and they walk through the game again. This time it’s worse cause they stopped right in the MIDDLE of the game. So the kids end up having to dribble AROUND these guys and it’s like…wow….there’s something wrong with you two. You two really aren’t all that, just cause you are the head of your little kung fu class or whatever, you think you are kings. It was pretty disgusting. I can’t really say anything I suppose cause I used to be the same way. I thought I was all that. Till I was humbled, lol.

I don’t blame that entirely on the kids though. I blame their parents. Their parents probably have NO idea that these kids are the way they are. It’s kind of sad how Chinese parents don’t really get that involved with their children. Some do, but most don’t. Cause to Chinese parents, their kids are perfect. My child would never do anything like that. That couldn’t have been my child misbehaving. It was just interesting to me. This world is not getting any better. Our kids aren’t perfect little children. There are times where they will behave like none other. Then there are other days where they are the devil himself incarnate, hehe. It was just another thing the Lord showed me. I used to give people the benefit of the doubt, I still do. Just not to the same extent. It’s difficult to be in this world. A world that’s slowly and rapidly decaying and dying. You look at the “entertainment” industry. Movies, music, television. There’s not much decent and holy movies or music or whatever’s on tv anymore. Video Games too. Just this world, is so horrible. Well, I forget where I was going with this. I’m not even going to try to pick up where I left off, hehe. Got started on ministering to a friend and well…that consumes you. When you do God’s work, you don’t put half your attention on it. You put ALL attention on helping that person. That’s all I want, is for people to experience God the way I experience Him on Sundays. And I want that to be an everday thing now. Praise God Praise God.

I’m going to head off now. Putting on some good worship music and going to bed, hehe. I still have work in the morning. God Bless you all.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Yes yes yes…I’m posting, lol. Been getting a little bit of heat for not posting. *SNEEZE* Mike. Oh…bless me. :-p

So I’m posting at work now, lol. Don’t really have much time to post a lot nor do I really wanna post everything right now, hehe.

I went to bed at 4:30 am this morning and i was up at 7 am. YES!! Go 2.5 hours of sleep, hehe. Surprisingly, I have more energy than I thought I would. It was so hard getting out of bed and getting to work. And I still made it on time. Go God, hehe. He’s the One sustaining me cause there is no way I can survive on my own strength.

So this weekend was a fun time. Spent just about all of us with Teddy, Ivo, Xiao and Morgan. Same guys as usual. Hanging with the boys. That’s cause I have no one else to spend it with. :-p “Yes yes, it’s very sad” (Bad Boys II) So on Friday night, I went to church and that was a fun night. The way they changed their youth group up was a great idea and it really allows God to direct where things go. Props to them, but we all know it was God’s plan anyway. So props to them, but glory to God.  The conversation my group had was really good. I really enjoyed it. I was given the opportunity to pray for some people and their situations. I realize that when you don’t know specifically what’s going on, it’s very very hard to pray for them. They can explain the situation to you, but no explaination ever beats being directly involved. So you do the best that you can and trust God that He will give you the words and scriptures to pray out. I think I did a decent job at praying, but according to my own standards….it might as well have been my very time praying for anything. For me…it was kind of sad cause I know I knew on how to pray better. But aside from that, it was a great time to get to talk to God even if it was for someone else. It was much needed for me. To really open my eyes to something else, hehe. What that is, is for me to know and for you to not care about it.  So after church, we went to Dream Net and played some games. They played CS and I just stood there and talked with some guys and then played some World of Warcraft. I got away with a free game. I only played for like 15 minutes anwyay. After that, we went out to eat as usual and called it a night after that.

On Saturday, Tivo, Morgan and I went to get our hair cuts at 3. It was Morgan’s first time at this place and that was so funny, lol. Love you Morgan, hehe. After our cuts, we walked over to Mo Dung. The place where we buy all our Chinese movies, hehe. Teddy and Ivo ended up buying 6 movies and I bought a Chinese drama series. The series I bought is called “Feng Yuin II” (Wind and Cloud II)I’ve seen part 1 and now I’ve bought part 2. After our movies, we were hungry so we went out to Pho. MmmmMmmm…..Pho. So good. Then we went back to Golden to watch our movies. We watched ALL 6 movies they bought that night. Ended up going to bed at 6:30 am.

So I obviously wasn’t able to get up for church. I woke up at 1 pm. So bad. It seems like everytime I’m determined to go, something like that happens where I don’t get to bed till really late. It’s no one’s fault except mine but it’s just something I’ve noticed. Gotta change Wayne, gotta change.

It was so bad last night. I could not sleep for anything. Wasn’t tired at all. So I chatted online, played mahjong online, and watched episode 1 of “Feng Yuin II”. I told Teddy I was going to wait and watch it with them. But I had to get my mind off the things I was thinking about. Some were alright things, but they weren’t all good and positive things that I was thinking about. Nothing evil or anything, just things that have been frustrating. That’s all I’m going to say right now. So yeah. Here I am, really tired and still at work. Thank you Father for giving me the strength to endure this day regardless of how tired my body is. Thank you thank you thank you Lord.

So anyway, I’ll wait for you Teddy and Ivo to watch the rest of the series. I just had to do something besides what I was already doing, hehe. So far so good, hehe. It better be worth the money I paid. Or I will beat you up Teddy, haha. Telling me it got 4.5 stars out of 5, hehe. We shall see.

Good luck everyone who is in school. Especially to the Mine’s students who have midterms this week. If anyone else does, good luck to you too!!  Work hard you all, hehe. Love you all. God Bless.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Wow…it’s been a while since I’ve posted last. There’s so many things to talk about. So many things to post, hehe. Not that I HAVE to post, hehe. I just haven’t posted in a while so I figure I’ll put something up, hehe.

So lemme start with some great news. I am now an UNCLE!! of TWO!! My cousin in Taiwan on my mom’s side had a baby boy. Then a week later, my cousin here on my dad’s side had another baby boy. I Praise God for 2 wonderful blessings. Such a miracle from the Lord. Yet, so simple, hehe. I don’t know what the Taiwan Baby’s name is yet, but my other nephew is named “Aiden Paul Kuo”. Praise God for Baby Aiden.

I went back to church 2 weeks ago. I missed yesterday cause I was way too tired. I went to my parent’s place for the weekend and was up late cause we had company over on saturday. I could of made it, I just would of been soo sleepy. No excuse though. I really need to be more dedicated to God. Just like I am to the game World of Warcraft. I get online to play every night after work. Why don’t I just come home and spend time with Him? Why can’t I do what I need to do? Or what I really want to do. Welp, I have to get some sleep. So I’m going to bed.

I’ll post more later when I give myself more time. G’night everyone. God loves you all and I love you all.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit

Nothing really to post about today. I just wanted to put something new up for now. I’ll definitely post tomorrow. Unless I get caught up in gaming again, lol. G’night everybody.

Wayne Hsu and Holy Spirit